I'm sorry for your loss. That looks like a heavy cycle. Maybe for now you should just try the surplus in your diet? Don't wanna jump the gun too soon.
Thank you, appreciate it. My first cycle i gained fantastic, diet was in check, training was in check, quit smoking for the cycle. Great gains, i devoted everything for a healthier body.
But then i received a call that my own mate died, and in a very, very horrible way, that nobody could ever understand. Started smoking again, didn't give a flying fuck about BB anymore.
But i have learned from this experience and hopefully i can seperate my emotions from what i do daily. I am going to cycle doesn't matter who flames me or not, just came here for a little word of advice.
Either: 250mg test-e, 300mg tren-e, 400mg EQ, 30mg dbol OR when tren proves to be too much right now: 500mg test-e, 400mg EQ, 30mg dbol. Deca looks appealing but on the other hand it looks like a very disgusting substance that leaves your little soldier hospitalized for a long long time.
Thanks for the input already lads and lasses!