Went through same myself. Started TRT about 10 months ago and prior my desire was there but not strong and could care less if got it or not. Started TRT and wake up with morning wood that would break a window and my drive is full bore. I agree with other posts, I do take care of myself sometimes couple a day. My wife and I have a 3 yr and she busts her ass, last thing she needs is me humping her leg 24/7. Id never cheat and im damn sure not lowering dosage,feel too damn good!