What have I done..

[Sight]

I'm a complete idiot. Here's my case;

I decided to try steroids and I'm currently half-way on the road now (been 7 weeks so far) with the daily dosage of;

week 1: 5mg each day
week 2: 10mg "
week 3: 15mg "
week 4: 20mg "

week 5-8: 30mg "

week 9: 20mg "
week 10: 15mg "
week 11: 10mg "
week 12: 5mg "

I've been using Dianabol - methandrostenlone (I've just copy/paste this, is it understandable of what it is?).

When I started to read on this forum, I quickly understood the amount of research and knowledge needed to even consider doing a cycle. I knew nothing and I still don't. I simply trusted my friend (I don't blame him at all, I'm the idiot here). I've jumped into something huge without the right knowledge and all I want to do now is to cut my "losses" and get out while I still have no (visible) damage.

What should I do ? Is the amount I take too high ? Should I just carry on like the idiot I've been ?

My main focus have been to eat a lot of meat, fish (tuna) salad etc and drink alot of water, lol. As you can hear, I'm a real expert

I would appreciate any advice you guys have on this topic, thanks.

For what it's worth;

-Weight; 85kg/187 pounds
-Height; 1.91 cm/6.3 feet

Normal body.

 

[Sight]

I got scared when I read that this steroid was not exactly good for my liver (worse than many others). The fun part is that I've been drinking alcohol too with this. Ah well, I'm going to the gym now, I'm expecting to drop dead any second now so I guess it doesn't matter haha

 

[inhuman]

please the drama is too much.lol. as a first cycle horrible choice. at that dose u wouldnt c any results anyway i suspect.do urself a favor read read n then read somemore not only here but wikepedia is also a good source for info.test only cycle its what is mostly recommended.the information is here as to what u do now.

 

[zephyrdaz]

Don't panic. You have been doing a low dose, even if it is a bit chaotic and for a long time. Have you been splitting the dose or taking it in a oner? Your still going to be shut down after 12 weeks anyway.

I doubt it, but have you got anything for post cycle therapy (pct) and do you know what post cycle therapy (pct) is? if not you need to get yourself some Nolva and then start post cycle therapy (pct) imediately. Have a look in the newbie section on here for info on post cycle therapy (pct). I'd keep on it until you get the Nolva, ask the guy you got the dbol off and do it quick, you don't want to stay on it for much longer.

I've seen people using dbol on low doses for a long time, they use it as a sort of suplement. Don't worry you not going to die. But don't do it again, these things are not to be fucked around with, you should not be doing any gear, your to light and just nowhere near ready.

Next time you may really hurt yourself !!! do you understand?

 

[avangel]

You'll be fine. I don't even think it would affect you in anyway. An average dose would be like 30 mg per day or more. These guys will help you out. Spent some time surfing these sights and you'll learn lots just sit back and listen.
I've certainly heard far more foolish things over the years. One time I heard a guy come on one of these sites and complained about how difficult it was shooting test into his TESTICAL.....

 

[zephyrdaz]

How old are you anyway??

 

[Sight]

Don't panic. You have been doing a low dose, even if it is a bit chaotic and for a long time. have you been splitting the dose or taking it in a oner?

I doubt it, but have you got anything for post cycle therapy (pct) and do you know what post cycle therapy (pct) is? if not you need to get yourself some Nolva and then start post cycle therapy (pct). Have a look in the newbie section on here for info on post cycle therapy (pct). I'd keep on it until you get the Nolva, ask the guy you got the dbol off.

I've seen people using dbol on low doses for a long time, they use it as a sort of suplement. Don't worry you not going to die. But don't do it again, these things are not to be fucked around with, you should not be doing any gear, your to light and just nowhere near ready.

Thank you for your guidance! No, I haven't. I searched it on this forum and it seems to be some debuff after a period of usage?

Well, I've learned a lesson for the rest of my life. I'm just glad I found you guys with experience and knowledge. The scary part is that alot of people seems to do this without the right knowledge. I got some pages they should read now lol.

Cheers for your time guys !

I'm 23, and yes, sir I have a feeling these is not to be fucked around with !

 

[Sight]

You'll be fine. I don't even think it would affect you in anyway. An average dose would be like 30 mg per day or more. These guys will help you out. Spent some time surfing these sights and you'll learn lots just sit back and listen.
I've certainly heard far more foolish things over the years. One time I heard a guy come on one of these sites and complained about how difficult it was shooting test into his TESTICAL.....

Good to hear. Yeah seems like a great place to gain some knowledge, I know my friends don't obtain any of it lol !

What, in he's testical ? boy he haven't obtained the right usage of he's balls

 

[Ozzy27]

Live and learn bro. But hey, atleast you came to the right spot. We all want the quick fix and you found out your not alone. Keep posting and asking questions and before you know it , you'll be teaching the fool who gave you direction. Obviously he is lost on his own way
Good Luck
Peace Oz

 

[Sight]

I forgot to add that the dosage of i.e week 1 5mg was each day. So i.e week 6 is (30mg x 7 days)= a week. Not sure if that was logical or not for you guys hehe

 

[avangel]

ok that makes more sense. just get off it.
obviously you don't have a post cycle therapy (pct). I always keep on hand tamoxifin, clomid, hgc, proviron(which is good through out cycle) and a natural test fx. (depending on my cycle)Obviously I'm sure you don't have access to anything but a natural test booster I would assume, grab it better than nothing. Things will come back, hey you might fine as it is. Now you know.

 

[inhuman]

i am glad to b apart of what we have here. the collective experience n knowledge is amazing what one man cant handle this army can.

 

[Sight]

ok that makes more sense. just get off it.
obviously you don't have a post cycle therapy (pct). I always keep on hand tamoxifin, clomid, hgc, proviron(which is good through out cycle) and a natural test fx. (depending on my cycle)Obviously I'm sure you don't have access to anything but a natural test booster I would assume, grab it better than nothing. Things will come back, hey you might fine as it is. Now you know.

I must be an bad forum-searcher, can't find anything on post cycle therapy (pct). Migh pushing my luck here but do any of you guys have links etc ? Thanks

 

[inhuman]

I must be an bad forum-searcher, can't find anything on post cycle therapy (pct). Migh pushing my luck here but do any of you guys have links etc ? Thanks

actually if u go to basskiller.com theres some good post cycle therapy (pct) info there or just put post cycle therapy (pct) on the search here n look . dont get lazy on us here.

 

[jonk430]

Everyone is here to help......... My first time some asshole thought it would be great for me to do a 600mg deca per week. Ya I felt real fkn smart after I started to do some reading. But now i just my shit together, and enjoy the help provided by the members on this site.

 

[Sight]

Live and learn bro. But hey, atleast you came to the right spot. We all want the quick fix and you found out your not alone. Keep posting and asking questions and before you know it , you'll be teaching the fool who gave you direction. Obviously he is lost on his own way
Good Luck
Peace Oz

Yeah lucky to find this place, no doubt. I blame my greed for this foolishness! Let's hope everything turn out ok after this "trial", that's all I want lol.

 

[Sight]

actually if u go to basskiller.com theres some good post cycle therapy (pct) info there or just put post cycle therapy (pct) on the search here n look . dont get lazy on us here.

Thanks ! Heh no, I'm going to sort things out the right way from now.

 

[Sight]

ok that makes more sense. just get off it.
obviously you don't have a post cycle therapy (pct). I always keep on hand tamoxifin, clomid, hgc, proviron(which is good through out cycle) and a natural test fx. (depending on my cycle)Obviously I'm sure you don't have access to anything but a natural test booster I would assume, grab it better than nothing. Things will come back, hey you might fine as it is. Now you know.

No, not that either. More comments on the dosage ? As it seems I just cannot quite without the right medicine, I might cut down to 5mg per day instead of 15mg ?

I now know that post cycle therapy (pct) is an anti-estrogen which is vital after a completed cure. Of course, my friends don't use that :/

 

[big12]

You live you learn bro, but yeah your cycle and dosages are all screwed up. I would just stop where you're at and start your post cycle therapy (pct). Read on here for a while and stop listening to your friends

 

[Credit1187]

I dont understand what the big deal is... Sort of a long d-bol cycle but nothin' is gunna happen to you.. Just start post cycle therapy (pct) end keep pumpin' weight. You just seem really concerned about your health when you didnt really screw up that bad.