Spyder Honestly I was just like you but listen to theses guys they know what there talking about and your goals are accomplishable I did it on my first Test E only cycle with some help from 3j. Trust me 15 pounds makes a difference esp if those are 15 solid pounds I have some before and after pics we are about the same height and weight before the Sauce.
thx man the var will be kept for another time.
Good luck
thx man....just waiting on rui