ayoungidiot
New member
I'm 21 years old and did my first steroid cycle at 17. I recovered and all was good but I quit lifting during pct lost all my gains and 2 years later I did another steroid cycle and never recovered. (I did tren on both cycles/I know how dumb that is now) When I say I never recovered I mean I have absolutely zero libido. I tried pct to no avail and tried another pct and it still didn't work. I waited around 8 months with no libido and then I came to the conclusion that I would most likely be on trt for life.
I go to an endocrinologist get blood work done and he tells me my results are pretty normal estrogen is slightly elevated but nothing else seems to be off. He then tells me to go get blood work done again and see if anything changes. second time everything is pretty much the same except total test goes to 287, free test is 57, prolactin to 15.5 and my estrogen is now <15. He tells me nothing is out of the ordinary and I shouldn't be having any symptoms. After basically being told I wouldn't be helped in anyway I decided to try pct again. standard clomid nolva pct with some prami to lower my prolactin as 15 seemed a little high. 5 weeks into my pct I get bloodwork done again. (Most recent bloodwork at the bottom)
Taking the nolva and clomid every day upped my numbers substantially. Now my tt is 800, free test is off the charts, prolactin in a better range, estrogen is slightly elevated but could that be due to the clomid? My numbers are looking better but I can't get a boner to save my life. At this point I don't know what to do I don't even care if I have to be on trt for the rest of my life but with my most recent test showing decent numbers and still absolutely no libido I don't even know if that will help. If anyone could help me at all with recovering I would appreciate it a ton as it is right now I have no idea what to do. And before I get the comments of how dumb I was....Believe me I know.
My first test results:
TESTOSTERONE, TOTAL, LC/MS/MS
318
250-1100 ng/dL
FREE TESTOSTERONE
71.4
35.0-155.0 pg/mL
DHEA SULFATE
212
Range: 24-537 mcg/dL
FSH
4.2
Range: 1.6-8.0 mIU/mL
LH
4.9
Range:1.5-9.3 mIU/mL
PROLACTIN
15.2
Range: 2.0-18.0 ng/mL
ESTRADIOL, FREE
0.76 H
pg/mL
Reference Range:
ADULTS: < OR = 0.45
ESTRADIOL
31 H
pg/mL
Reference Range:
ADULTS: < OR = 29
My most recent bloodwork done 10 days ago while on clomid/nolva
ESTRADIOL, FREE
0.77 H
pg/mL
Reference Range: ADULTS: < OR = 0.45
ESTRADIOL
30 H
pg/mLReference Range: ADULTS: < OR = 29
Out of Range FSH
CURRENT RANGEOVER TIME
FSH
45.3 H
1.6-8.0 mIU/mL
Out of Range LH
CURRENT RANGEOVER TIME
LH
40.5 H
1.5-9.3 mIU/mL
TESTOSTERONE, TOTAL, LC/MS/MS
854
Range: 250-1100 ng/dL
FREE TESTOSTERONE
223.4 H
Range: 35.0-155.0 pg/mL
PROLACTIN
11.6
Range: 2.0-18.0 ng/mL
I go to an endocrinologist get blood work done and he tells me my results are pretty normal estrogen is slightly elevated but nothing else seems to be off. He then tells me to go get blood work done again and see if anything changes. second time everything is pretty much the same except total test goes to 287, free test is 57, prolactin to 15.5 and my estrogen is now <15. He tells me nothing is out of the ordinary and I shouldn't be having any symptoms. After basically being told I wouldn't be helped in anyway I decided to try pct again. standard clomid nolva pct with some prami to lower my prolactin as 15 seemed a little high. 5 weeks into my pct I get bloodwork done again. (Most recent bloodwork at the bottom)
Taking the nolva and clomid every day upped my numbers substantially. Now my tt is 800, free test is off the charts, prolactin in a better range, estrogen is slightly elevated but could that be due to the clomid? My numbers are looking better but I can't get a boner to save my life. At this point I don't know what to do I don't even care if I have to be on trt for the rest of my life but with my most recent test showing decent numbers and still absolutely no libido I don't even know if that will help. If anyone could help me at all with recovering I would appreciate it a ton as it is right now I have no idea what to do. And before I get the comments of how dumb I was....Believe me I know.
My first test results:
TESTOSTERONE, TOTAL, LC/MS/MS
318
250-1100 ng/dL
FREE TESTOSTERONE
71.4
35.0-155.0 pg/mL
DHEA SULFATE
212
Range: 24-537 mcg/dL
FSH
4.2
Range: 1.6-8.0 mIU/mL
LH
4.9
Range:1.5-9.3 mIU/mL
PROLACTIN
15.2
Range: 2.0-18.0 ng/mL
ESTRADIOL, FREE
0.76 H
pg/mL
Reference Range:
ADULTS: < OR = 0.45
ESTRADIOL
31 H
pg/mL
Reference Range:
ADULTS: < OR = 29
My most recent bloodwork done 10 days ago while on clomid/nolva
ESTRADIOL, FREE
0.77 H
pg/mL
Reference Range: ADULTS: < OR = 0.45
ESTRADIOL
30 H
pg/mLReference Range: ADULTS: < OR = 29
Out of Range FSH
CURRENT RANGEOVER TIME
FSH
45.3 H
1.6-8.0 mIU/mL
Out of Range LH
CURRENT RANGEOVER TIME
LH
40.5 H
1.5-9.3 mIU/mL
TESTOSTERONE, TOTAL, LC/MS/MS
854
Range: 250-1100 ng/dL
FREE TESTOSTERONE
223.4 H
Range: 35.0-155.0 pg/mL
PROLACTIN
11.6
Range: 2.0-18.0 ng/mL