Hey y'all. Just started my account and am stoked about my journey. Little bit of background. when I was 18 I fooled around with prohormones. Big mistake. Long story short I got shutdown and served a two year mission for my church. I always struggled with depression and anxiety my whole mission so I got put on an SSRI. lets just say I've been miserable for a long time. I got home about 2 months ago and have been in bed ever since. I have desperate to find help and always felt like something had changed since I did the prohormones and crapton of stimulants. I've tried Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG), I've tried natural stuff, and I have a friggin clean organic diet. With all that said, I got tested right when I got home and my levels were as such. TT 420 free 10. Not happy. I know that everyone is all for trying and trying til I find what works instead of TRT. Especially at my age, but I have thought a lot, prayed, and really feel like testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) is my only option. I have been in such a dark place for so long that I am much more worried about my mental health rather than fertility. I want kids, but I will cross that bridge when it comes. I'm not looking for criticism or a way to not do TRT. Just looking for advice and tips to ensure my own health and a safe protocol. Thanks guys, -Bo