Ok so long story short like an idiot a buddy at my gym wanted me to try hcg as a stand alone to try and get some extra umph says he's done it never had any sides I did 250 iu a total of 5 times mwf mw that's it after l I stopped because I felt bad like I was cheating..i did feel good on it but I was like ahh whatever following that a week later I had a stressful morning at work noticed groin pain went and got checked out and was told I had a varicocele....funny thing is I never noticed it before it's almost happened in a matter of hours and it fuckin hurt veins got hard swelled it went down after a few days but I was left with ugly veins in my testicle following that i felt like i crashed was hot all the time would come home from work and go right to sleep depressed anxiety and then boom couldn't get a hard on then boom libido slipped now I don't have a libido I can get hard with Porn or if I work at it but no where like before the wind could blow and I'd get hard. I have a varicolectomy scheduled for Aug 22 to see if it helps improve my testosterone because my tests came back weird I got lh, free test, total test,shbg, and estradiol, I'll give the exact numbers when I get home but I know these are pretty spot on if I remember
Shbg-38.8
Albumin-4.7
Prolactin-8.4
Lh-7.6
Estrodial-10
Tt-420-409 2 tests 3 months apart
Free test...this is where I get worried 5.5...
I'm getting another test in a week to test total t again free t and dhea.....urologist say my total t is ok but my free t is low and my shbg is high they don't wanna do any medication or restarts till after my varicocele surgery to see if that balances me out...im sorry guys I fucked up... what do I do does any of this make sense both urologist said hcg wouldn't do this and both want to try clomid after surgery one said maybe long term the other said for a few months to see if it restarts me idk anything about this stuff or what they are saying I'm afraid I'm gonna end up on trt young I dont want to be I used to get hard and fuck like a monster now I feel down regulated still dealing with stress and depression and anxiety because of it all and idk if it's because of low t or mental stress...im working on trying to feel better and my general doctors a shithead he said I'm fine in the normal range and won't look any further only this hormone urologist is willing to try stuff but only after surgery I just wanna get back to normal also regarding the varicocele both urologist said it doesn't impact testosterone but I've read slot online it can so I'm confused =(
Shbg-38.8
Albumin-4.7
Prolactin-8.4
Lh-7.6
Estrodial-10
Tt-420-409 2 tests 3 months apart
Free test...this is where I get worried 5.5...
I'm getting another test in a week to test total t again free t and dhea.....urologist say my total t is ok but my free t is low and my shbg is high they don't wanna do any medication or restarts till after my varicocele surgery to see if that balances me out...im sorry guys I fucked up... what do I do does any of this make sense both urologist said hcg wouldn't do this and both want to try clomid after surgery one said maybe long term the other said for a few months to see if it restarts me idk anything about this stuff or what they are saying I'm afraid I'm gonna end up on trt young I dont want to be I used to get hard and fuck like a monster now I feel down regulated still dealing with stress and depression and anxiety because of it all and idk if it's because of low t or mental stress...im working on trying to feel better and my general doctors a shithead he said I'm fine in the normal range and won't look any further only this hormone urologist is willing to try stuff but only after surgery I just wanna get back to normal also regarding the varicocele both urologist said it doesn't impact testosterone but I've read slot online it can so I'm confused =(
