Bullshit. I'm not trying to be a dick bro, but if you were eating enough/training hard enough, theres no way you'd weigh what you do. I unlike alot of members on this board, don't care how old you are. To me all that matters is dedication, training, and most importantly knowledge. Unfortunatly you lack all three, and I highly doubt your even 19....If you/your parents can afford it get yourself a trainer that knows the majority of their shit.