BSF5025
New member
Hey guys,
I just registered on here. I'm 24 years old. Long story short, I've had deca dick issues for almost 8 months now. This shits getting out of hand.
In August of 2016 i started running a sustanon 325 and deca 300 cycle (600mg sust a week and 500mg deca a week). My results were iffy and I was not gaining any weight. I eventually thought it was diluted or something. 6 weeks in, my erection started dying on me in the middle of sex and my sex drive was dropping quick. My balls shrank and everything so I knew the deca was working. I eventually got frustrated with the cycle and aborted the cycle after 11 weeks with just 2lbs weight gain. I was furious. I actually did not even have a pct on hand at the time yet and just winged it without one because I was stupid and thought my cycle was a fluke. One month later I started feeling the come down. Everything got worse. My sex drive was non existent and my energy was at an all time low. I freaked out and told myself I won't take anything for however long it takes until my body levels back out. Months go by and I still feel terrible. Nothing is improving.
I went to a doc 4.5 months after the cycle was over and my total test was 406ng/dL which is on the lower end of normal range (but i know damn well this is way too low for my body). My free test was at 79pg/mL which is also at the lower end of normal range but is also way too low for my body. I used to be an uncontrollable horn ball when I was in high school and college, and now his bs happens. I figured after months go by, my body would recover, but apparently not.
6 months later (5 weeks ago), I decided to get back on cycle to see if my test was the issue. Im currently running 400mg Test E a week and 400mg Equipoise a week and I started with a 50mg Turanabol kickstart the first 4 weeks. My pumps and vascularity are definitely picking up, but I am still lagging in libido and still sometimes die out in the middle of sex. So I'm starting to realize that my testosterone might not even be the issue. I've tried caber for a few weeks but I didn't notice much of a difference. I've played with my arimidex dose anywhere from 0-1.5mg/week to see if i had too high r too low of estrogen and I still can't figure it out. The first couple weeks of my cycle I started feeling better again and had great sex with the girlfriend, but then it dropped back down. I just don't understand it. All my friends who run gear only have sex issues for maybe a week or two at a time when off cycle and thats it. I'm having so many issues and I dont want it to ruin my relationship with a great girl. I know not to ever run a cycle again unless I have everything I need plus more. I'm stocked for this cycle and I'm hoping that this pct goes smoothly.
I know testosterone isn't the only hormone related to libido. I'm guessing all this has something to do with my prolactin or estrogen considering I'm having issues on and off cycle. Any feedback is much appreciated.
I just registered on here. I'm 24 years old. Long story short, I've had deca dick issues for almost 8 months now. This shits getting out of hand.
In August of 2016 i started running a sustanon 325 and deca 300 cycle (600mg sust a week and 500mg deca a week). My results were iffy and I was not gaining any weight. I eventually thought it was diluted or something. 6 weeks in, my erection started dying on me in the middle of sex and my sex drive was dropping quick. My balls shrank and everything so I knew the deca was working. I eventually got frustrated with the cycle and aborted the cycle after 11 weeks with just 2lbs weight gain. I was furious. I actually did not even have a pct on hand at the time yet and just winged it without one because I was stupid and thought my cycle was a fluke. One month later I started feeling the come down. Everything got worse. My sex drive was non existent and my energy was at an all time low. I freaked out and told myself I won't take anything for however long it takes until my body levels back out. Months go by and I still feel terrible. Nothing is improving.
I went to a doc 4.5 months after the cycle was over and my total test was 406ng/dL which is on the lower end of normal range (but i know damn well this is way too low for my body). My free test was at 79pg/mL which is also at the lower end of normal range but is also way too low for my body. I used to be an uncontrollable horn ball when I was in high school and college, and now his bs happens. I figured after months go by, my body would recover, but apparently not.
6 months later (5 weeks ago), I decided to get back on cycle to see if my test was the issue. Im currently running 400mg Test E a week and 400mg Equipoise a week and I started with a 50mg Turanabol kickstart the first 4 weeks. My pumps and vascularity are definitely picking up, but I am still lagging in libido and still sometimes die out in the middle of sex. So I'm starting to realize that my testosterone might not even be the issue. I've tried caber for a few weeks but I didn't notice much of a difference. I've played with my arimidex dose anywhere from 0-1.5mg/week to see if i had too high r too low of estrogen and I still can't figure it out. The first couple weeks of my cycle I started feeling better again and had great sex with the girlfriend, but then it dropped back down. I just don't understand it. All my friends who run gear only have sex issues for maybe a week or two at a time when off cycle and thats it. I'm having so many issues and I dont want it to ruin my relationship with a great girl. I know not to ever run a cycle again unless I have everything I need plus more. I'm stocked for this cycle and I'm hoping that this pct goes smoothly.
I know testosterone isn't the only hormone related to libido. I'm guessing all this has something to do with my prolactin or estrogen considering I'm having issues on and off cycle. Any feedback is much appreciated.