well thank you so much for the advice, and yes i am pretty set on this cycle, because even though i am 18% BF i am flabby in my butt and stomach and i know i could probably harden up like you said without the Anavar (var) im just impatient.. :/ and btw im not sure if you can see my avi but if you go to my profile that picture is me before the baby, so you see why im so impatient lol and thats me naturaly, i never worked out, i always partied and ate what i wanted, granite i was 20 yrs old and now im 22 so that was maybe why.....but anywho ill keep in touch and let you know how the cycle went and ill put up some more pix of before and after. and again thanks so much for the advice