Drop anyone that detracts from your happiness. Get that relationship sorted out, you dont need that. Like i said, you can live with subpar testosterone or you can use the wonders of modern medicine to live life to the fullest. You already got over the hardest step which is finding a doctor or source for your prescription. Test, hcg and some very low dose AI will make for an excellent trt protocol once you dial in the optimal dosages for your own body. I say this all the time, but i'd rather live 60 awesome years than 120 shitty, half assed ones. Get on the trt and stay in touch with the community is my suggestion.
PS trt+tadalafil should have you back at 100% in the bedroom.