1badmofo
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It's going to take time, and you can only go forward from where you are at.
Just be patient and do your theropy and train to your abillity.
I had kinda the same thing happen to me, cut off on the freeway, riding a CBR, hit by a second car, broke everything, physical condition saved my life... broke my wrist, all my ribs, all my fingures upper and lower, both sholders, a collar bone, right radius, neck and back etc...
After months of traction, and at home nursing, my arms would still just fall out of socket when I would lift mysef out of a car or just sneeze, it really sucked.
Of note: The medical team gave me Deca injections while still in traction and perscibed to me for 4 months following my release from the hospital.
That was 15 years ago now, no longer ride, but I'm kicking ass in the gym again.
Just hang in there, it get's better if you let it, and don't be a pussy!
Damn you really got fucked up. Surprised you could come back from that. I am also surprised that they actually prescribed you deca.