Have you started any injections yet?
Fluctuations are normal but that is quite strange seeing them go from tanked to normal like that in a couple weeks... and your T dropped? Weird. I'll let someone else chime in here I think
Well, there's one embarrassing thing to mention. When I got the 57 I panicked and got everything I needed from a ugl to do my own trt. I was too embarrassed to even think about mentioning it to my pcp. When I got the second test back I panicked even more and gave myself 1ml / 250mg cyp. That was on 11/1. I felt like a total dick as soon as I did it. Called my pcp the next day, and he wasn't nearly as worried about the 57, and 211 as I was. I had already been lurking the net for a decade, but to be honest I was trying to figure out if I wanted to do my first cycle for a decade. One of my biggest concerns that kept me from ever doing a cycle was the fear of getting shut down and needing trt. How friken ironic is that! So the blood test with the low lh, fsh, and slightly higher test was less than two weeks out from the cyp injection. I came clean with the trt doc about it. Would that have been why the lh, and fsh where that much lower?
Started last night. My T levels where low, but all over the place in the FOUR labs I've done in the past month. First one was out of morbid curiosity, I was sick, had blood drawn on 10/19 and 57 total. Second one I was in denial, it was done on 11/6 , and I was feeling 100%, and 211 total. Third one was for the trt doc that everyone here seemed to loose their shit over. That one was done on 11/12 and came in at 290 total. The last one was for my pcp on 11/20, and came back at 190 total. Crazy thing is I keep expecting the results to come back normal. Seeing the 190 from the last test has finally got me accepting this whole thing. Just happened that my Rx came in from the trt doc yesterday, so I went for it.
My workouts have really suffered lately. I can move more weight, but lack the mental endurance to push through the whole workout. I'm hopeful that in a few weeks I have my head on straight. I have another pl meet the day after Christmas, and I need to get this out of my head and get my shit together. I was really struggling with accepting this whole thing, but I think it's time to be a big boy and get over it.
Thank you
Tooth