So here's the deal I'm 19 in college on pct right now, was a stupid 17 about to be 18 year old kid took test e from a guy at the local y went from 116 lbs to 150 in 8 weeks holy shit and im only 5'6 btw so I looked big and i said to myself i should keep doing this. Now no pct was ran here because guy from Y said that it was not needed he's oldschool. Second cycle deca only made some great gains in 8 weeks then I lived in hell for about 3 months after, no appetite, smell of food made me want to throw up, fun fact i threw up at olive garden on the first date with my gf of over a year now. After 3 months i bounced back felt great weighing 130lbs. I'm 19 now in my first semester of college I know i started way to young and should probably stop but i just cycled test e 500mg for 10 weeks along with epistane I jumped up to 160 and I am feeling quite good post cycle taking clomid and trying to bridge with ostarine. So after pct ill probably be high 150's or even stay at 160 if i train my asss off my question is ultimately should i continue the time on = time off way of life or should I step away from the gear and come back at a later time. Thanks all and yes I know i was too young and I admit i was an idiot still might be actually we'll see.