So I'm sitting around 195 I want to do a physique show and I'm wondering what I should run. I think I need to get to about 210 while working on all my weak areas. Once I get there I'll cut down with my diet. I'm just wondering do I run test,decca,tbol or do I run test,eq,tbol or test,tren,tbol to gain the weight. Decca scares me cause my libido sucks and Decca dick and I hate the bloat look. Tren scares me cause the night sweats and how hard it shuts you down. Any advice on what I should run to start my journey?