Fat ass on Tren A/Prop....

Day 32 prop Day 29 tren
Day 20 T3
Day 3 3J Carb Cycle

Haven't posted much lately due to time and really I'm just kind of cruising along. I will say this week I tried cutting my stane back down but I have been crazy tired mid day and again not in a great mind set so I'm bumping it back up. I am going to wait until I'm done with tren and order some blood work and possibly switch ethers on test and ride that for a few months. I have to say I feel so much better and I know I will end up on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) after spending hours and hours over in the testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) forum reading about how people have felt before and after. I want to get blood work done very soon but might wait until I get done with the tren and then I can figure out the real numbers...actually the knowledgeable people on here can help me read the blood work. Ultimately I will cycle off and go to the Dr to get real testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) treatment but I don't have the proper insurance for that right now, my insurance sucks. I definitely need to get my Aromatase inhibitor (AI) straight though. I don't think it's dialed in exactly. It is nice however to not be as emotional as I used to be before running this cycle but I still find myself a bit emotional at times. Again, need to get everything in line.

As for the workouts, I don't "feel" anything. When people say they want to feel it "kick in" I don't feel that with the tren or test but my strength gains are amazing and consistent. I am a single guy and have been doing a bit of dating, just had a woman over the other night who I met a few months back. I haven't seen her in about 6 weeks and when I opened the door she did a double take and said "your big!". So something must be working, all I know is I feel good. My energy is lower than it should be but that might be lack of sleep or my estrogen levels aren't where they need to be???

Diet....everything has changed. I am now on a diet 3J made for me and although it's seriously amazing and the choices are great. I struggle to eat it all. I'm on day 3 of 3J diet and yesterday I skipped a meal. Couldn't shove the food down. I need to figure out how I'm going to get past that issue. Today I brought all my meals and hopefully will not only eat them all but actually finish them. I think a lot of it is I'm not doing cardio anymore. I don't seem to have the energy to do the cardio in the evenings even if I want to. If I can get this energy thing in check I think I could eat all the food a lot easier. I know the energy thing has to be the AI/Test so I am open to suggestions on that.

Otherwise I'm actually pretty happy. I'm loving my quick routine at the gym and I'm gaining size. According to my BF % resistance meter deal I'm down overall about 3.5% BF but I think that's a lot to do with muscle mass more than losing BF. I was a lot bigger in high school so I think the muscle memory thing is really working out, I see drastic differences in my arms and legs almost daily.
 
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When do you do cardio man? I always find it easier to just do the 20 minutes or w/e at the end of a weight training session. It's really hard some days, but I figure it's much easier to just hop on the damn bike and chug away for 20 minutes with my eyes closed and headphones blaring than it is to try to head down at night/early mornings and get it done then. It does take awhile to get used to eating so often, but you will eventually find yourself able to eat it all without any issues. I think the big key is variety in how you cook each meal too. It took me only a few weeks to say FUCK CHICKEN BREAST, because it was always baked and started to taste like ass to me. Shred it up, put it in salads or wheat tortillas with some lettuce and hot sauce. The only meal I eat consistently that doesn't get old is my "lunch" of rice and tuna. I don't know how i can continue to eat it without fail - but apparently I can!

Sounds like it's about time for a mid-cycle blood test. That will answer a lot of your questions about your Aromatase inhibitor (AI) and if you're seeing sides from high estrogen or not. I do think once you're done with this, you should do a post cycle therapy (pct) and get tested. I'm pretty sure I have the worst insurance known to man, and while my testosterone isn't covered, the visits are - which is fine by me. If you are indeed hypogonadal, testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) is a godsend and you definitely should look into it.

My .02c :)
 
When do you do cardio man? I always find it easier to just do the 20 minutes or w/e at the end of a weight training session. It's really hard some days, but I figure it's much easier to just hop on the damn bike and chug away for 20 minutes with my eyes closed and headphones blaring than it is to try to head down at night/early mornings and get it done then. It does take awhile to get used to eating so often, but you will eventually find yourself able to eat it all without any issues. I think the big key is variety in how you cook each meal too. It took me only a few weeks to say FUCK CHICKEN BREAST, because it was always baked and started to taste like ass to me. Shred it up, put it in salads or wheat tortillas with some lettuce and hot sauce. The only meal I eat consistently that doesn't get old is my "lunch" of rice and tuna. I don't know how i can continue to eat it without fail - but apparently I can!

Sounds like it's about time for a mid-cycle blood test. That will answer a lot of your questions about your Aromatase inhibitor (AI) and if you're seeing sides from high estrogen or not. I do think once you're done with this, you should do a PCT and get tested. I'm pretty sure I have the worst insurance known to man, and while my testosterone isn't covered, the visits are - which is fine by me. If you are indeed hypogonadal, testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) is a godsend and you definitely should look into it.

My .02c :)

I had been doing cardio at night I would actually go for a run on the streets in my neighborhood. With 3Js new workout it might be easier just to do it at the gym. I'll see if I can switch that up. I know my BF went down a lot faster when cardio was part of the mix. As for doing PCT then getting tested. I have been back and forth on that in my head for the last two weeks. Once I'm off cycle and going through PCT I know I will have to wait at least two or three months to get tested and it will take another month or longer I'm sure to get on for testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) if that's what I need and would be shocked if I didn't. At this point I don't care about the added test, or muscle benefits of the test I inject daily...it's the way I feel, a little more like a man....sucks to admit that.

I will go to the privatemd site you have suggested on other threads and get bloods done next week. Have a full schedule this week and I want to be consistent in my Aromatase inhibitor (AI) dosage before I get it done so I'll run the same thing and get bloods done next week. Really looking forward to having you guys look those over with me.

Tuna and chicken breast drive me CRAZY right now. I am going to bake and shred like you suggested on another thread so I can add it into things, I'm avoiding tuna like the plague for awhile. I just need to get more creative and keep eating. This is a deficit diet so I know I need to get used to it because I will only be eating more later down the line.

Thanks again HW for the insight. You will be the first guy I run to with the blood work.
 
3J checked in on me this morning wondering where I've been. Definitely nice of him. Reminded me I should take a moment to check in on my log here and update things.

I haven't been to the gym in a week and have been eating poorly most of the week. Not necessarily crap food but definitely not enough and some crap food thrown in. Had a little incident with one of my kids, he went to the hospital last week and has been there over the weekend. He's home and recovering and is fine but it has thrown everything into shambles. Only pinning every other day for now because I wasn't home. Went 4 days without Aromatase inhibitor (AI) because my mind hasn't been in check. Just been a wreck with everything going on. Things are stabilizing now, and will hopefully be on track to cook this weekend for next week. Still hoping to see the gym this week but I'm so tired and beat from everything I can barely get out of bed for work and to take care of my son right now. So there's the update. What a waste of a bit of time on cycle but family first no matter what, especially the kids. Single dad life is tough.
 
Thanks guys, diet isn't on track this week because I haven't cooked anything. Won't get a chance until the weekend. Will be back at the gym Monday I hope.

My son is doing much better...Should be good in a day or two.
 
It's been awhile since I have posted. It's been a hard run with a kid who's come down with some medical issues but I can say things are going ok. Not awesome but ok. I was off track for a few weeks there. Still pinning but not working out as much as I should. I have been watching my diet close but still not able to eat everything 3J has given me at the moment. I have been back to the last week and this week as well and have been pushing hard.

This morning I weighed in at 198.7 with an approximate BF % of 15.5. I started this around 21% so it's definitely working. I am definitely putting on muscle and am pretty firm just about everywhere now. I do have some skin that's a little "loose" for a lack of better word. I imagine that will tighten up at some point. It's not to the point where anyone notices, it just feels different than it used to feel. None of my pants fit me anymore so I will need new jeans all around. When I started this I had jeans I couldn't fit into now those jeans are to big. It's easily been 15 years since I have been under 200lbs. Not sure I want to stay under 200 but I'm not really to concerned with how much I weigh but more on how I look and feel. So far so good.

I have a little less than a day left of tren and it's gone. I'm kind of excited to see it go for now, my body and mind will thank me. I still have two viles of test prop I'll be finishing up before I put this cycle to rest. Emotions are in check and things are going well.
 
Glad to hear things are looking better for you and you have made some really great progress! Just remember, once the cycle is over - don't stop living the lifestyle. Keep trying to eat healthy and make the proper life choices that will ensure future success. I totally understand that feeling of being relieved that your tren is almost over as the body starts to give subtle and not-so-subtle clues that it's done with the compound. Keep at it man! :D
 
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