First Cycle - Scared As Hell

BLM20

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Hey Guys,

Ive posted quite a few threads about planning a cycle (Prop 8 weeks 150mg EOD) and what not. And well, im pretty much 100% ready. Done/have everything i need.

I have been very keen to start and im planning on starting tomorrow.

But now that its so close im scared shitless!!

Another problem is i dont know the exact reason why im so scared...i think its mainly the side effects? not the small ones (acne, thinning of hair etc.) but the more severe ones like screwing myself up for the rest of my life (maybe cancer etc etc.).
As well as having a feeling that theres no way back when i start?

Im an overly cautious guy i know that.

I guess the main purpose of this thread is to see if this is common?
And some re-assurance i guess? haha
 
its normal to be nervous bro, but i believe as long as u take the right precautions (FULL pct, liver health, etc) you'll be ok, but yeah nobody does "just one" cycle lol at least no1 i know..
 
Yu'll be fine. Yeah I think the first pin is the worst pin, but you will soon get over it and be a champ in no time, just take precsautions rubbing alcohol long enough needle (but not too long :))
I'm sure it's normal to get the jutters doing something like this, injecting something foreign into your body not done by a professional, i.e. Dr

It's all in your mind. Good luck and reap the rewards!
 
I was honestly a bit scared before my first pin. Then I pinned, it was easy, and I'm loving it.
 
yeah i know what you mean. i know that if i do plan on doing another cycle after this one i wont be as nervous for it.
i just dont know what to expect!

instead of making a new thread i have a question regarding the cycle.

Does it matter the times you inject?
Eg, im doing EOD so if i inject tuesday 12pm and then my next is thursday 4:30am does that matter a whole deal?
Or i have to do it around 12pm again

(reason im asking is because of work shifts change all the time)
 
yeah i know what you mean. i know that if i do plan on doing another cycle after this one i wont be as nervous for it.
i just dont know what to expect!

instead of making a new thread i have a question regarding the cycle.

Does it matter the times you inject?
Eg, im doing EOD so if i inject tuesday 12pm and then my next is thursday 4:30am does that matter a whole deal?
Or i have to do it around 12pm again

(reason im asking is because of work shifts change all the time)

try to inject around the same time but an hour or 2 off wont make a difference, why are u going with prop btw? why not enanthate?
 
The prop ester is longer than most ppl give credit. Anytime eod would be fine. Not saying timing specifically wont keep levels a little more balanced. But no big deal. Iv missed a day or two and no real issues. Doesn't look like your scared of the injections, but you have to keep a positive outlook on these type of things. Develop a filter...you'll be just fine. I only get scared when tren is involved haha.
 
I know how you feel bro. I was scared also when i first pinned. I just told myself to stop being a pussy and do it lol. We have all been there. You will be just fine bro. You will Look forward to it everytime after you get your first pinn done Trust me!
 
try to inject around the same time but an hour or 2 off wont make a difference, why are u going with prop btw? why not enanthate?


Mainly because thats what i could get a hold of but also a few reasons appeal more to me such as shorter cycle weeks wise, a little bit less water retention, shorter ester.
 
Yeah injections are the very least of my worry's, not afraid of needles at all.

Thanks for the re-assurance guys its exactly what i needed.

This is considered a small cycle yes? so i shouldnt be such a pussy and worry about the health risks as much as i am?
 
Yeah injections are the very least of my worry's, not afraid of needles at all.

Thanks for the re-assurance guys its exactly what i needed.

This is considered a small cycle yes? so i shouldnt be such a pussy and worry about the health risks as much as i am?

bro youll be alright its not a harsh cycle at all, but i will say be prepared for some intense PIP, virgin muscle is a bitch! thats why ppl usually use test e for a first run
 
honestly for you first cycle you could see great gains from 100mg EOD. or at least to start off and see how you feel and adjust later.
 
I hear ya 100% what was worse is i got a bad vial, and had bad issues on my first 3 pins.
Got a new vial and its been going good. I'm a lot less freaked out.
 
What about chances of having to be on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for the rest of my life? (this is getting to me a bit as well haha)
 
What about chances of having to be on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for the rest of my life? (this is getting to me a bit as well haha)

that is a risk we all take to be honest, sometimes even with proper post cycle therapy (pct) u just don't recover
 
What about chances of having to be on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) for the rest of my life? (this is getting to me a bit as well haha)
 
Don't worry so much. Once the juice is surging through you, you'll feel like king o the world! You'll come to like pinning too. Call me a sick facker, but you will. But you're doing prop with your first cycle? Did anyone tell you about prop pain? Prop leaves you feeling as if you've been punched by gsp at the injection site. You should have done test e or c.......
 
I'm doing my first pin in 2 weeks. Already have everything on deck cept I'm ordering some Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) to do along cycle. I've contemplated use of AAS for about 2 years now and finally going through with it. I'm actually pretty stoked about getting the first pin out the way. I was more nervous doing some Prohormones back 2 years ago that pretty much gave me some atrophy and didn't get it back for a few months. Being extra cautious with this
 
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