I have same problem. I am 39 ,5'10, 165 now. I eat at least 4000 calories daily 280-300 protein. Get your diet together before u do any thing. Dont bullshit yourself and think your eating enough to grow. I find myself forcing it down my throat sometimes. YOU HAVE TO ! The only way u r going to make a cycle work is all in the diet, imo.Esp someone our size. I just started a cycle of test prop, less then a week ago( my first cycle, 10 weeks 75mg eod). Because it has fast acting esters and because I am so lean I can feel it and see it already. Did chest saturday and I still have my pump . Wish u luck. Remember first cycle , test only. This forum is great. Been on for a few weeks. All my questions have been answered.