Fysical Crash!

[atali]

Its been a while bros! Good to be back..
Im sorry to say, ive experienced a fysical crash. About 4 months ago i ended my second cycle of test/deca and i gained all in all 21 kg. Right after the cycle was finished i quit training,did some drugs due to a BAD depression i had and ive lost ALL my gains! I used to wheigh 107 kg, now im back to where i started..87 kg.

Just wanted to ask if anyone else ever had a crash..and if theres anything u want to know just ask

 

[bacchus]

Det suger hårt när det blir på det viset....

 

[atali]

så jävla sant brorsan! ALDRIG mer! HAr aldrig mått så piss

 

[bmass]

How long did you run your cycle when you gained 21kg thats really much,were you on for 6 months?

 

[atali]

no..sorry i wasnt clear on that..i meant all in all on both cycles together. 2x 12 weeks.
i was off for three months inbetween. still 11kg isnt too bad =)

 

[atali]

11kg per cycle

 

[bmass]

no its good i understand that you dont feel to good losing it all.
(men ta nya friska tag)

 

[atali]

seems to me no one wants to hear this.....i wonder why? Is it because its what we all fear alongside with gyno and impotence?

 

[needsize]

I've never had a crash like that, but thats most likely because I have never stopped working out after a cycle

 

[big N]

exactly , or did drugs bro , but heyt shit happens ,just go back at it again start training and get ur diet in check , in u will bounce back , muscle memory

 

[GymLift]

exactly , or did drugs bro , but heyt shit happens ,just go back at it again start training and get ur diet in check , in u will bounce back , muscle memory

I agree. Hey, it sounds like you've made it out of that depression and you are pushing yourself back up. That's really great.

 

[jpflex66]

that depression could have been caused by low natrual test level--you may have not recovered-it happened to me too--last cycle i crashed bad-i developed anxiety and depression-major side effect from low natrual test--im on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) with anti-depres meds to help keep hormones stable--read my thread "describe crash after cycle"

 

[The Cat]

this is very common when people don't complete there post cycle therapy (pct) or come off long cycles with out the right PCt

 

[Stackt]

Glad your back ! Get right back where you left off ....I've been through that so it'll take time to get your drive back but get your ass to the gym and get motivated ! Watch Pumping Iron ,magazines ,the girl you want , etc. whatever to get you motivated again good luck !

 

[atali]

Thanx a bunch bros!!