I have found that men tend to do stupid shit over women. Specially when young but some tend to carry this cross for years. So efing what if a woman doesnt pay attention to you or leaves you or what ever. Hooking up is a numbers game when you and just because you fond some one it doesnt always mean it will work out for ever. Me amd my ex wife had a good relationship. We grew apart. She has the kids the house the cars (except for my Vette) and I am the happiest I have ever been. Down the road I met a great girl model type finishing her masters travels a lot for work and shes drop dead gorgeous. Something always comes along. I guess the one thing in life you really cant teach is patience. Its a developped art but I never ever sweated or was broken over a woman. To ke never saw the reasons to be so damn dramatical over a relationship. Never been jelous never even had an incling of doing something stupid.
Hope tgis kid gets help because this crap is scary. Wanting to dp your shit in over a woman WTF.
Listen buddy it's not about 1 woman. It's not a mental issue, liking women is not something I voluntarily chose to do, but rather I'm enslaved to it by some bullshit chemicals in my system that I wish to rid of. I don't know what kind of shit they teach you in therapy school, but as long as the chemical is in the nutsack you still check out and fancy every nice girl you see, involuntarily.
Besides, why do you all give a shit about me quitting this game? You can still jerk off and fuck all you want, it's my choice and it isn't harmful to any of you. I want my freedom, why the fuck would I chose to live miserably and keep looking at every woman only to get shit on and waste my time, when the cure is in a bottle of steroids?
Message me if you want to help. Thanks.