Lol man I hate to agree with 2 rude but you did say some alarming things. I am not one to judge you. I don't think 2 rude was judging you that's not what im saying I think he was concerned for your well being and the well being for the reputation of steroids in general to. But all that is besides the point I just wanted get my over explanatory speech out the way. Anyways dude. Injecting can suck. It can be fun if you are sick and twisted in the mind like certain individuals like me are. But I enjoy the adrenaline rush some times of it yet in the same breath I hate it.
My advice to you is do not get high or drunk or intoxicated like others have said you should to dull the pain or your nerves. That is the last thing you want to do while inserting a steel spike into your fucking body. When you are intoxicated it is very easy to forget to see if you are injecting in a vein or if you disinfected everything. You could even fuck up on a dosage or inject the wrong substance. I mean you could end up injecting 250mgs of bac water in your ass for all we know. I recommend you really think about what your goals are with bodybuilding and your physique. And take a look at the gains you have gotten in the past without steroids and if you want to go back to cell tech and protein powder gains. I say fuck that personally I would rather slice of both my fucking hands. So this is the price we pay paranoia and fear while injecting foreign substances into the body hoping we are doing it right. I personally watch a bodybuilding motivation video when I am really nervous. Or I put on some heavy metal or gangster rap. Before my first injection of the last cycle I did I watched the beginning to batman where bane was on the plain and they where threatening to throw him out. I though to myself the same thing Bane said " No one cared about me before I put the mask on" and what does his mask contain that is rumored by people steroids. It is all speculation but considering he can punch through walls and has super human strength and anger I am willing to believe it is steroids. This is all besides the original point. My point is find what motivates you. Me my motivation was becoming something beyond human and genetically superior to others like Bane. Lol maybe I am crazy. But aren't we all. So my friend find what motivates you. Their is no real pain behind a injection their are only mental barriers in your mind holding you back.