man I was feeling like shyt the past week. I stopped my last dose last wednesday, which is the april 4th, and my gawd something came down on me bad.
I caught a bug, my intestines are inflamed, clomid made me depressed, it all came down at once!
I went to the er the 26th because I was just feeling like I was weak and shaky, doc said I was dehydrated. went again on the 30th. dehydrated again. haven't had an appetite the past week. and past couple of days I didn't even want to drink. went to the er again yesterday and was dehydrated. docs are spinning me around and around but cannot get admitted to the hospital to be on fluids and have a stomach doc look at me.
I finally figured out how to get an appetite yesterday evening, it happened by accident. I noticed I would only get hungry by lying on my left side. and once that growling sound came I immedidiately got my wife to get me some watermelon. I gulfed up about 5-6 cups of watermelon and I was coming back. I was happy again, dancing, singing. hugging my wife, celebrating!
I started to crash about 2 hours later because I don't get hungry no more standing up. my mid abdomen feels like it's gotta bulge in it. so I ate some chicken and rice. a lot! I haven't eaten this good in a week. the most I would eat would be 8 crackers or some noodles. but then I would diaharea.
so it's been a really really crappy week. I reached out to family and they are supporting me really well. endo said clomid only stays in your system for 2 days. and offered testorerine injections. I declined everything until my body and my mind is back to what it used to be. my gawd this was the worst ive been. it's awful.
I got a loan from my dad to get my hormones tested. because even after I eat I feel anxious. when I drink water I feel a bit better. but endo gave me lab orders but I cant see htem for 5 weeks! fjklda jfkla jflsa!!!!
I got the female hormone panel with prolactin. i'm hoping that my estrogen or something is off. so I can tell myself that is was the medicine that is doing this to my mentality.