just checked out your history, still dont know your stats cuz u didnt post them in my kinda language, feel and inches and pounds. lol. but dude, just stop and run pct, be done with aas for a long log time, u dont even diet, u have only been training for a month or so and u work out at home right? shitty situation, not dogging u, but this was a stupid decision. run your pct, get blood work and RESEARCH RESEARCH RESEARCH. steroids arent magic pills or liquid. u have to train hard and eat harder and do it right, u havent done anything right so far so quit while u r behind and run pct.