When it comes down to who knows about my steroid use most people can tell (especially when i am in the gym) I am far from the stereotype of a steroid user. I'm probably one of the nicest people you meet and wont judge a person. Wheather or not i am on a cycle I am the same mellow person. And I can honestly say I have never had a "roid rage" and filpped out on my friends or family. Edggy, yes but never out of control.
My father just recently found out about my steroid use...obviously people can tell when i would come home on vacation and i am bloated and up 20lbs and i would deny it to my grave...then he found 3 needles in my room, he said he was looking for my cell phone number but i knew he had it. The one day he confronted me and i told him he obv. wasn't happy but i told him i tried it once and blh blah blah... from now on I am staying away from drol/suspension/dbol cuz they really give me alot of bloat and sticking to test and cutters like tren,eq,anavar so he won't really be able to tell. Him and my mother tell eachother everything but i know he hasn't and won't tell my mom that I use steroids b/c it will break her heart. But i will deff. come clean to both of them once i am living on my own. But bodybuilding is probably my greatest love besides my family and friends and my biggest goal is to WIN a bodybuilding contest. Why enter if you aren't planning on winning?If I lose I will honestly be able to say then person that be me was bigger and better. When i finally enter one (when i feel i am in the best shape i could ever be in) i will tell him when i am getting ready and that i am goin to go on a cycle. I don't think he will be as dissapointed in me b/c he knows how badly i want to win a contest and that i am as dedicated to this lifestyle.
I have been to a few contests and have seen the people in amazing shape that know what they are getting into and have seen the people that have no clue what it takes to win. And i am not going to be one of those people that everyone says "how can you enter a contest round and bloated w/ out abs" I want to be the biggest and the best so their is no doubt who should win. I'm not full of my self by any means, but when it comes to my goal I will do what it takes (safely) to be the best.