indrid_cold17
New member
hey guys , these days i am feeling so down and depressed from working out and bodybuilding in general , i started 3 years ago from a 6 feet tall skinng guys of 53 kilos to a kinda average 73 kilos guy with nearly the same bodyfat,i have trained hard ,researched a lot , i log in everyday to read on this site and many others ,i have a lot of info but for somereason i am not getting the results i am looking for ,i live in egypt and i cant and supplements here are fuckin expenisve and rare to find so i train nearly without supplements ,budget is a bitch so i bulk 2weeks on and then try to maintain for the other 2 weeks ,its depressing to see someone who knows shit about bodybuilding and diet gaining mass and getting bigger while i am struggling to gain mass ,i stopped my favourite sport which is football in order to gain more mass , i stopped smoking i stoped everything that can halt my progress and still i am not seeing much gains , i feel that i am fucked and my genetics sucks ,,any advice would be appreciated right now cause i need some motivation ..peace 
