Like most guys mine starts once my weight goes over a certain amount , like 195 lbs . plus I have a short large neck which is a recipe for sleep apnea . I"m on a test cycle now and my weight just went over 200 lbs and I"m waking up more and feeling tired . Time to pull the CPAP machine out of the closet.....~Bo
I have read that increased weight can be a major cause, but in my case, I am very skinny, have not much muscle, and just have a lot of fat in the gut area. I've always had breathing problems as a child and even today, often these days, I still have difficulty. If I try breathing through my nose, the nostrils will just collapse. I'm sure it's because my throat is closed or nearly closed from the positioning of my jaw being back and not aligned with my face (if you look from the side). I'm pretty sure this is what stunted my growth as a child because I was never a heavy kid, either. I'm going to try and get a sleep study done soon and hopefully that will shed some light on this mystery. I'll probably end up using testosterone, though, because my secondary characteristics are poorly developed, and I refuse to keep living my life like this. I don't care if I have to do a heavy cycle of diabonol, I just want to deepen my voice and enhance my physical maturity.
Living like this has been a nightmare. I'm not taken seriously at work, I am constantly brushed off, and people like to start fights with me, and this all happens no matter how polite or professional I am being. I'm just at the point where I am fed up, and feel like no one understands because this is not a very common problem. Although I went through puberty, I feel like I am under developed and most people cannot even fathom what it is like to live your life as a second-class citizen. So, that's basically what led me to looking into steroids to begin with. I'm just sick of being like this. Always tired, poor libido, no concentration, poor short-term memory, always getting stares from people like there's something wrong with me, etc. Anyways, thanks for listening.
