it feels like im fucked up for good

[StupidKidOnGear]

hey guys i did a 12 week cycle of test E and ran clomid and nolvadex at 50/50/50/50 40/40/20/20 respectively

im 20 years old


anyway, 3 weeks post post cycle therapy (pct) and I feel like complete and utter shit, super fatigued, I could sleep for more than 10 hours if I allowed myself, i yawn throughout the day and if im left alone and im not doing anything or keeping busy then i get super depressed to the point where I consider suicide



i have bad insurance (medical) but im getting a blood test done this friday


What do you guys suggest I should do? i feel fucked .

 

[StupidKidOnGear]

Im thinking about following the Doc's protocol but I dont wanna self medicate, depending on what happens with my doctor i may have to.

 

[DexterMorgan]

I would wait for the blood work results before making any kind of decisions. Did you run HCG on cycle? What brand of SERMs were you using?

Make sure to fast for 12 hours and submit blood samples as early as possible, for more accurate results.

 

[frank.tb]

hey guys i did a 12 week cycle of test E and ran clomid and nolvadex at 50/50/50/50 40/40/20/20 respectively

im 20 years old


anyway, 3 weeks post post cycle therapy (pct) and I feel like complete and utter shit, super fatigued, I could sleep for more than 10 hours if I allowed myself, i yawn throughout the day and if im left alone and im not doing anything or keeping busy then i get super depressed to the point where I consider suicide



i have bad insurance (medical) but im getting a blood test done this friday


What do you guys suggest I should do? i feel fucked .

Well by now you know you shldnt have cycled but u are already doing what you can right now...
Get ur blood work and talk to ur Dr. I wouldn't mention that you used AAS though.

 

[StupidKidOnGear]

I would wait for the blood work results before making any kind of decisions. Did you run HCG on cycle? What brand of SERMs were you using?

Make sure to fast for 12 hours and submit blood samples as early as possible, for more accurate results.

No I did not, and cheap liquid SERMs from stenlabs.
I assumed they were legit since the clomid gave me emotional sides

and OK i will thanks

 

[bushleaguechew]

Takes longer than 3 weeks. Took me 4 months with a post cycle therapy (pct) to feel back to completely "normal"

 

[clman8585]

Strong username to thread subject

 

[frank.tb]

Strong username to thread subject

Your avatar lololololol

 

[skinnypete]

Your avatar lololololol

that avatar is hilarious, how ever the subject of the matter is not. Keep you head up guy, go get some test boosters to get those levels back up to par, until you find out results from you bloods and find out where your sitting. Eat food you like,Watch you r blood suger, rest and get a good preworkout and train. GET MAD AT THE METAL!!! MUSIC! Do things you enjoy doing, what ever that maybe, thats legal. Go do something to release some adrenaline and endorphins! get some pussy! cialis if you need

 

[skinnypete]

hcgenerate and bridge might help you feel better.

 

[Sadasius]

Depressed? Feel very emotional?

Then have no fear.... Arimidex is here to calm your womanly tampon yanking emotions. Never do a post cycle therapy (pct) without an Aromatase inhibitor (AI) to keep estrogen in check. Nolvadex is fine for some things like not getting gyno and stuff but it does nothing to keep the estrogen from building in your system and screwing with your head.

 

[bigtimechief]

Keep your head up boss! Get checked out and see what's going on. Just keep working towards a solution and it'll come.

 

[DreDay187]

Depressed? Feel very emotional?

Then have no fear.... Arimidex is here to calm your womanly tampon yanking emotions. Never do a post cycle therapy (pct) without an Aromatase inhibitor (AI) to keep estrogen in check. Nolvadex is fine for some things like not getting gyno and stuff but it does nothing to keep the estrogen from building in your system and screwing with your head.

AI's are not for post cycle therapy (pct) unless needed

 

[Trust_]

Just relax man, happens to all of us post cycle.
The reason why you re feeling like this is because your testosterone is at a low point. You miss the exogenous test, and dont have your normal levels back yet.
You need to learn to embrace this phase. When low, it means your body is coming back to normal.
This is what a cycle is.
Do stuff you like to do, dont stress about it, it will come back to normal... we all go thru this phase.
Dont worry, its temporary.

 

[Sadasius]

AI's are not for PCT unless needed

Suicidal thoughts, depression.... Yeah clearly its not needed here!

 

[juced_porkchop]

Takes longer than 3 weeks. Took me 4 months with a post cycle therapy (pct) to feel back to completely "normal"

yep. just because you finish a post cycle therapy (pct) dosnt mean you are recovered. ALL post cycle therapy (pct) is is to HELP JUMP start recovery. give it a couple months and go for blood work.

BTW stay away from aas till your 24 or older. males don't finish most development till about age of 25. just because your a "legal adult" be it 19 or 21 . doesn't mean you are finished development.

Good luck

 

[juced_porkchop]

AI's are not for post cycle therapy (pct) unless needed

agreed.

estrogen would not be high because what its converting from "ie test" is also low. no need for Aromatase inhibitor (AI) in post cycle therapy (pct) imo

 

[bigtimechief]

Also, thoughts of suicide are serious. Maybe you should consider speaking to a therapist. Not fun, i know. If it could help you, wouldn't it be worth it?

 

[DreDay187]

Suicidal thoughts, depression.... Yeah clearly its not needed here!

Suicidal thoughts and depression have many more causes than just high estrogen, any fool knows that which is Another reason why I said "UNLESS NEEDED. Clearly reading comprehension is not your strong suit.

For a more detailed explanation of why AI's are NOT for PCT UNLESS needed read the quote below from Juced_Porkchop:

agreed.

estrogen would not be high because what its converting from "ie test" is also low. no need for Aromatase inhibitor (AI) in pct imo

Remember, reading comprehension is an important trait to have my friend

 

[Sadasius]

Suicidal thoughts and depression have many more causes than just high estrogen, any fool knows that which is Another reason why I said "UNLESS NEEDED. Clearly reading comprehension is not your strong suit.

For a more detailed explanation of why AI's are NOT for PCT UNLESS needed read the quote below from Juced_Porkchop:



Remember, reading comprehension is an important trait to have my friend

Just because you have a moderator agreeing with you does not mean it is right. I ran a blood test 4 weeks out from a long cycle and I still had elevated test in my system. All his symptoms say it's estrogen buildup. 3 weeks out from a 12week cycle...yeah I am sure he still has elevated test serum especially since he is only 20 years old. I use an Aromatase inhibitor (AI) all during my cycle and 4 weeks into PCT and I never get depressed or feel suicidal...EVER! I am not a teenager here.

I have done a good deal many cycles and just because I am new to THIS forum does not mean I do not have accounts on others. Got an account on Steroid.com since 2004.