My first cycle

[rjx]

Test susp/prop in oil EOD 200ml (100ml of each)

26 years old
5'10 1/2
204lbs
bf?
BP 143/77 (if I did my BP right)

Monday April 26

2:20pm first meal
3 x oatmeal
3 x egg subsitute
1 x multigrain bread w/ tsp p.butter
8oz milk

fat 17
cal 840
pro 49
car 116

4:15pm 2nd meal
1 x evopro protein powder
1 x ON 100% egg powder
1 x banana
12 oz water

fat 3
cal 350
pro 48
car 37

5:15PM
First ever shot!

6:20pm 3rd meal
1 x brown rice
1 x chicken breast

fat 2
cal 295
car 33
pro 33

7:30pm
workout legs/lower back

9:00pm 4th meal
2 x ON whey
48g dextrose
1 x brown rice

fat 3
cal 540
car 83
pro 50

11pm 5th meal
1 x brown rice
1 x chicken

fat 2
cal 295
car 33
pro 33

1:20am 6th meal
1 x evopro
1 x ON 100% egg
1 x wheat germ
1 x hemp oil

fat 18
cal 399
car 15
pro 52

3:15am 7th meal
1 x evopro
1 x ON 100% egg
1 x wheat germ
1 x flax oil

fat 18
cal 399
car 15
pro 52

630am 8th & final meal
2 x cheez-it bad bad bad, and right before bed is a no no!
1 x brown rice
2 x miceller casein/egg blend protein
12 oz water

fat 17
cal 700
car 65
pro 62

 

[rjx]

First shot went great! Had a little bit of a hard time getting the gear in the syringe. I couldn't suck the shit up. So I vented the vial with another needle and I got it ok.

I am such a dork, cause I didn't know I had injected it all. I kept pushing the plunger thinking it was jammed, then I realized I had shot everything. The needle went in so smooth its fucking crazy! I didn't feel a thing... but maybe cause I wasn't worried about pain before hand. My only concern was shooting in the right place.

I pulled with a 22g 1 1/2"
preped the area of injection (left delt) with an alcohol wipe
Wiped down the push needle (25g 1") with a wipe
Aimed, stuck, aspirated, pushed.

I had 2 tiny drops of blood on my delt once I pulled the needle out. I could do this all day cause I didn't feel a thing.

Next dose is on Wed in my right quad followed by 250iu of Human Chorionic Gonadotropin (HCG) in the gut!

Up until 2 years ago I was terrified by needles. I am proud of myself.

 

[rjx]

My diet will be low fat -under 100gs a day.
Very low sodium.
Medium high carbs.
High protein.

I will eat as clean as possibal. chicken, tuna, fish, rice, oatmeal, egg beaters, water, skim milk, RAW veggies, fruit. Thats pretty much all I plan to eat. Some bread and PB to. Protein sups, vites/mins, and lots of water!!!! At least a gallon per day.

 

[DADAWG]

try drawing a cc or 2 of air in the syringe before you put the needle into the vial , when you push the air out it pressureizes the vial and makes it a lot easier to draw the oil . also 18 or 20 work better for drawing with .

 

[StoneColdNTO]

Wiped down the push needle (25g 1") with a wipe

Not a very good idea, those needles are sterile to begin with, there is absolutely NO need to wipe them down.

 

[rjx]

Tuesday april 27th

3:30pm meal 1
1 x brown rice
1 x chicken
1 x pudding pop
1 x multigrain bread
1tsp p.butter

fat 12.5
cal 595
pro 47
car 74

6pm meal 2
2 x micellar/egg blend
20 oz skim milk
1 x brown rice

fat 1.5
cal 605
pro 75
car 66

8:45pm meal 3
2x whey
8oz milk
4oz water
2 x oatmeal
1 x wheat germ
1 x flax

fat 22
cal 774
pro 68
car 78

12am meal 4
2 x baby carots
1 x multigrain bread
1 x pb
1 x banana
2 x whey

fat 11
cal 615
pro 56
car 75

1:30am snack
popcorn

fat 9
cal 128
pro 6
car 12

3:30 meal 5
Shake-
2 x skim milk
2 x whey
2 x cooked, cold oatmeal
1 x wheat germ
1 x water

fat 8
cal 804
pro 76
car 90

 

[rjx]

Not a very good idea, those needles are sterile to begin with, there is absolutely NO need to wipe them down.

Thx SC.

 

[rjx]

try drawing a cc or 2 of air in the syringe before you put the needle into the vial , when you push the air out it pressureizes the vial and makes it a lot easier to draw the oil . also 18 or 20 work better for drawing with .

I did that. But when I stuck the needle in, all the air just left the syringe. And it was hard to suck the oil into the syringe once i got it in there. It was hard to measure the syringe because everytime I pulled the plunger up and released, it would just go back down. I had to put about 1 1/2 cc in the syringe so when the plunger went down, it would stop at a full cc. Also, it was hard to aspirate. The plunger didn't want to go upwards.

 

[rjx]

Wed April 28th

Meal 1 2:20pm
Shake-
2 x skim milk
2 x whey
2 x cooked, cold oatmeal
1 x wheat germ
1 x water
1 x banana

fat 8
cal 909
pro 77
car 120

Meal 2 4:45pm
Shake-
2 x skim milk
2 x whey
2 x cooked, cold oatmeal
1 x wheat germ
1 x water
1 x banana

fat 8
cal 909
pro 77
car 120

Meal 3 7:00pm
Shake-
2 x skim milk
2 x whey
2 x cooked, cold oatmeal
1 x wheat germ
1 x water
1 x banana

fat 8
cal 909
pro 77
car 120

12:30 am meal 4
fast gain xxl

fat 2.5
cal 600
pro 42
car 108

2:30 am meal 5
shake
1 x brown rice

fat 10.5
cal 501
pro 63
car 41

5:00 am meal 6
shake

fat 9.5
cal 351
pro 59
car 8

6:00 snack
2 x multigrain bread
1 x brown rice

fat 4
cal 370
pro 12
car 73

7:00 am meal 7
shake

fat 9.5
cal 351
pro 59
car 8

 

[rjx]

Today I woke up with a pretty noticeable strain under my right shoulder blade. I hope this doesn't mess up my cycle. My upper back day is Friday- if its still bad on Friday, I dunno what I will do.

I am starting to make my own gainer shakes since I am having a hard time eating as much food as I planned.
I want to hit at least 4000 cals a day, but only got 3818 my first day, and less than that yesterday. Now with these shakes, I should hit 4000 ED. 4500 would be great!

 

[rjx]

Fuck it. I guess I will stop the cycle since today would have only been the 2nd shot of an eod cycle. Better to stop at the beginning and play it safe than ignore my body and continue my cycle and have the symptoms get worst. I guess its better to stop the first week than half way thru...once I started seeing progress.

It kills me to stop since I was so excited to start. Maybe this will pass in a week or two and then I can start again. I don't want to stop, but I guess I should.

 

[BigRonWannabee]

Why exactly are you stopping? Your shoulder blade?

 

[rjx]

Why exactly are you stopping? Your shoulder blade?

Its the area below my right shoulder blade. Aches when I breathe kinda deep, and with most movements. I know I can tollerate it, but what if I continue and it gets worst? I'm tempted to see.

 

[rjx]

2nd shot into my right delt. This time I had a little stream of blood come out when I took the needle out. Still had trouble pulling and pushing unless thats how its supposed to be?

I decided to wait and end the cycle if i am still messed up on Friday. I will just do a shit load of stretching.

Hope I made a good desician cause I don't want to end the cycle.

 

[rjx]

Workout was good. Blasted my pecs and tris. Stretched out my upper back by hanging on the pull up bar before and after my workout.

Not saying its the test, but I felt more pumped in my muscles this workout. Felt great! And my back didn't bother me.

 

[rjx]

Thur April 29

3:00pm meal 1
1 x oj
1 x multigrain bread
1 x pb
20oz skim milk
2 x miceller casein/egg blend

fat 2
cal 875
pro 76
car 85

6:20pm meal 2
2 x whire bread
2 x oatmeal
2 x whey
20 oz skim milk

fat 10
cal 965
pro 82
car 128

9pm - 5am
5 x brown rice
5 x skim milk
8 x whey
2 x flax

fat 41
cal 2204
pro 244
car 241

7am
1 x musclemilk
2 x skim milk

fat 18
cal 528
pro 48
car 36

 

[rjx]

Fri April 30

2:40pm first meal
1 x musclemilk
20 oz skim milk
1 x banana

fat 18
cal 678
pro 53
car 72

5:20pm 2nd meal
1 x musclemilk
20 oz skim milk
1 x banana
2 x oatmeal

fat 23
cal 978
pro 63
car 126

6:30 meal #3
half chicken sandwich
half steak burito
fat ?
cal?
pro?
car?

8:00pm meal #4
1 x musclemilk
20 oz skim milk

fat 18
Cal 573
pro 52
car 42

9pm - 7am
2 x musclemilk
2 x whey
1 x flax
1 x hemp
2 x wheat germ
2 x banana
5 x skim milk
1 x fast gain xxl
2 x 7 grain bread
2 x tbl pb

fat 106
cal 3182
pro 226
car 308

 

[rjx]

Sat May 1st

3pm meal 1
20 oz skim milk
2 x whey
2 x oatmeal

fat 7
cal 745
pro 62
car 88

5:00pm meal 2
1 x musclemilk
20 oz milk
1 x banana
2 x 7grain bread

fat 26
cal 898
pro 61
car 112

9:30pm
lots of rice, some beef, and some chicken. Not sure of portions.
half of fast gain xxl

10:30
more rice and chicken
half of fast gain xxl

12:30am
20 oz skim milk
1 x musclemilk

2:30am
20 oz skim milk
1 x musclemilk

5:00am
1 x musclemilk
20 oz skim milk

 

[rjx]

Sun May 2

3pm
1 x musclemilk
20 oz skim milk
2 x 7grain bread
2 x tbl pb

5:30pm
1 x musclemilk
20 oz skim milk
rice and beef

 

[rjx]

I had a shitty experience last night


First let me state that since I was a kid I would get migraines that would knock me on my ass for about 2 days. Noise would hurt my head, any kind of light would effect my eyes, and I would throw up bile. This would happen about once a year. Since I hit my 20's, I havn't really had many migraines.

Anyways, last night at work I felt normal until my bottom lip started getting tingly, and the finger tips on my right hand started getting tingly. I thought that was really weird, so I went to sit down and keep track of what was going on. About 10 min later it stopped and I thought I was back to normal.

Well about 10 min after that I got a huge headache on the left side of my head and kept getting worst until my eyes were hurting to. I also felt like I had to throw up.

I decided that I could no longer work and was picked up. In the parking lot I threw up about 4 times, but it wasn't bile. Just food.

I felt weird because of my fingertips and bottom lip getting tingly. That wasn't cool at all, and for that short time it was hard to talk. My family thinks that there were a few times when I was younger that I had those tingly sensations before a migraine, so maybe it was. I had just eaten 2 pieces of wheat bread and a protein shake before I threw up, so that would explain why it wasn't bile if I threw up due to a migraine.

It might also be food poisoning since I ate some weird Japanese fast food yesterday. But that was like 8 hours before my episode.

I am assuming that it was a migraine since those are pretty normal for me. I am more aware of whats going on since I just started my first cycle last week and this made me a bit nervous.