Fuck dude, your trying to bandage all your problems with drugs, when the cure to them is your own habits. I don't know much about aas to offer you advice on them. Your already on test, first I read 3 weeks in, now I read 4 days? Not sure which one but either way:
You sound mentally weak(no offence). Your gonna need to pull yourself together and get into that gym and work your ass off. Keep your diet spot on. I'd definitely ramp up your routine if your feeling good after a week or two on it. Throw another cardio day in, and maybe another workout for 5days a week, instead of 3. Like everyone is saying, you jumped into this headfirst.
No more excuses. Sack the fuck up, work your ass off and diet well or all the money you just spent will be pissed away. Steroids are not magic. Your in for a long 10 weeks.