i finally decided im not gonna start a cycle...i was planning on starting in 1 week, im only 18 and after a lot of thinking, I decided im not taking the risk and taking that chance would be really immature due to thinking in the moment and not thinking about my life as a 30 year old... problem is guys. me and my friend were gonna do this together we got test prop and clomid, the guy who gets it for us (hes the dealer for the football players here in my city), he travels somewhere else to get it and brings it back.. he has it and gave it to my one friend and im supposed to pay in 1 week, and also grab it at that time too.. im pretty much stuck into getting it, what do i do?! i need to back out of this any ideas would be great im thinking on my own, but other perspectives would help tremendously.. thank you