no its not my first cycle
it def looked like it before i began my following cycle, but it's what happens when u dont take care of your body for a few years, and a very crappy diet
i stated way back when, i hit the gym alot before in my late teens, to early 20's then fell of the wagon when i was about 26, and hit the alc pretty hard and gave up on pretty much everything except work and alc, trade's are tough, always was on the road, living motel life, grabbing a 12 pack after work, drinking that night, and do it all over again the following day, catches up to u pretty quick!, it soon become a dependent to drink all the time and took over everything!
put the joking aside right now, drinking wasnt a life, as it almost killed me, and ruined me, did some hard time cause of it, fought alot, wasnt happy at all, now good thing for muscle memory and being sober and cleaning up my diet, as it has come along way once again