PLEASE HELP. Prohormone use at a young age!

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I'm currently 23 years old. I have taken 3-4 cycles since I was 18. I am currently dealing with bad depression and anxiety. I have a bad bloated stomach and the right side of my body is also bloated and sticks out a little bit. My pubic mount is also bloated. My body is now soft and mushy as it used to be lean. I have a lot of fat trapped in my chest as well. I feel sluggish and awful about myself and my appearance. I've been to multiple doctors and they tell me everything comes back fine. Plz help