sacreprobleme
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Hi,
All begun when most of my friends begun to do their puberty. Everyone had hair, muscle, deep voice etc. except me. My body development has been very slow and I still have very little pubis and fascial hair, small genital apparel, small head, narrow shoulders, very thin forearms and a tipical feminin fat distribution (hips and back side). Compared to my father and my two brothers, I look like... nothing that can be compared to... I feel that "I've missed the train". And this feeling is even worst when people laugh at me, for example at the swimming pool, even if I've got accustommed to it. A few years ago, I had problems because of a minor osteoporose. I made a "bone age" and discovered I had a two years groth delay. And the bone maturation is also in correlation with testosterone production. Two years ago, I went to a doctor who told me I had "a little" hypogonadism but not pathological enough to do anything. The mentality here in europe is very different than in the US where I'm shure I would have been treated against it. But in France, doctors prefer to let things how they are. Because of my lack of "male-ness" I started to bodybuild. It became a hobby, than a lifestyle. I now train 6 days/week:
Routine
Monday: back
Tuesday: quads and glutes (including squat, my favourie exercice)
Wednesday: chest and triceps (including chest press)
Thursday: abs and calves
Friday: hamstings (including stiff deadlift and lunges)
Saturday: biceps and forearms
Diet
I eat about 3000 kcalories/day, 2,2 g/kg/day (protein/body weight/day), weight protein (pre and post workout), casein (kind of cottage cheese, before going to bed), take creatine, taurine, zma (cycle) and multivitamin. I've also tried x-factor (worked well for me) and I'm now on e-bol.
In two years I put on almost 30lbs of lean muscle (today 135 lbs, about 9 % BF). But despite this, I still don't look male.
After many years of researchs about steroids and PH, I took a decision. I'm now 19 and it's the last moment to do something (if it's not too late). Of course, the best would be testosterone, for example undecanonate, andriol, that is often used in treatment of puberty delay. But I don't feel like beginning straigt with steroids even if that would be the thing to do, cause of testo endogen production shut down (I mean, harder than with PH) and also cause I dont want my surroundings to notice excessive agressivity, mood and physical change. Another problem is I don't want to be ripped off by scammers that sell fake steroids. So, naturally, PH's crossed my mind. I'm now looking for a PH that converts to testosterone WITH DHT conversion (DHT is involved in many male patterns (good and bad such as hair loss, prostate enlargment etc. that's true, I'm aware of it), without too much estrogen conversion if possible ! Pf course I don't mind getting more muscular after the cycle, but that is not the main purpose of all this.
I know I'm not 21. I know steroids and PH are illegal in France. I know I can get serious problems if I do not use proper post cycle therapy (pct) (I don't know where to find nolvadex/clomid without prescription in France!). But like we say in french: les risques en vallent la chandelle (risks are worth it).
So, what would you do if you were me? Should I use steroid or PH? What dosage and lenght for the first cycle?
Please help me.
All begun when most of my friends begun to do their puberty. Everyone had hair, muscle, deep voice etc. except me. My body development has been very slow and I still have very little pubis and fascial hair, small genital apparel, small head, narrow shoulders, very thin forearms and a tipical feminin fat distribution (hips and back side). Compared to my father and my two brothers, I look like... nothing that can be compared to... I feel that "I've missed the train". And this feeling is even worst when people laugh at me, for example at the swimming pool, even if I've got accustommed to it. A few years ago, I had problems because of a minor osteoporose. I made a "bone age" and discovered I had a two years groth delay. And the bone maturation is also in correlation with testosterone production. Two years ago, I went to a doctor who told me I had "a little" hypogonadism but not pathological enough to do anything. The mentality here in europe is very different than in the US where I'm shure I would have been treated against it. But in France, doctors prefer to let things how they are. Because of my lack of "male-ness" I started to bodybuild. It became a hobby, than a lifestyle. I now train 6 days/week:
Routine
Monday: back
Tuesday: quads and glutes (including squat, my favourie exercice)
Wednesday: chest and triceps (including chest press)
Thursday: abs and calves
Friday: hamstings (including stiff deadlift and lunges)
Saturday: biceps and forearms
Diet
I eat about 3000 kcalories/day, 2,2 g/kg/day (protein/body weight/day), weight protein (pre and post workout), casein (kind of cottage cheese, before going to bed), take creatine, taurine, zma (cycle) and multivitamin. I've also tried x-factor (worked well for me) and I'm now on e-bol.
In two years I put on almost 30lbs of lean muscle (today 135 lbs, about 9 % BF). But despite this, I still don't look male.
After many years of researchs about steroids and PH, I took a decision. I'm now 19 and it's the last moment to do something (if it's not too late). Of course, the best would be testosterone, for example undecanonate, andriol, that is often used in treatment of puberty delay. But I don't feel like beginning straigt with steroids even if that would be the thing to do, cause of testo endogen production shut down (I mean, harder than with PH) and also cause I dont want my surroundings to notice excessive agressivity, mood and physical change. Another problem is I don't want to be ripped off by scammers that sell fake steroids. So, naturally, PH's crossed my mind. I'm now looking for a PH that converts to testosterone WITH DHT conversion (DHT is involved in many male patterns (good and bad such as hair loss, prostate enlargment etc. that's true, I'm aware of it), without too much estrogen conversion if possible ! Pf course I don't mind getting more muscular after the cycle, but that is not the main purpose of all this.
I know I'm not 21. I know steroids and PH are illegal in France. I know I can get serious problems if I do not use proper post cycle therapy (pct) (I don't know where to find nolvadex/clomid without prescription in France!). But like we say in french: les risques en vallent la chandelle (risks are worth it).
So, what would you do if you were me? Should I use steroid or PH? What dosage and lenght for the first cycle?
Please help me.
