i mean fuck, i've got so much going on in my life now as it is, found out the love of my life has been cheating, been real down, and now this shit. the story with the neibors is legit. i know the neighbors and i saw the cop outside in their yard with a flashlight looking around. after he left i went and talked to the neigbors and they told me what happened. that was the truth, and it was from a domestic source. i can get a new computer, only 200 for a new tower, not to big of a deal, but it sucks i can't come on the boards anymore. the last thing i want to do is sit here and be paranoid for the next year. wtf is up with life sometimes, so beuatiful yet so painful. fuck.