ROUSH8692 - It's been a couple weeks, just wondering if you're liking the Axiron, and more importantly, are you starting to feel better?
Thanks for checking up. The first week was hell..... I didn't know what it was at first, but later found it to be anxiety.... INSANE ANXIETY... The muscles in my neck were sore like I had worked them out for days....
The second week, once I knew it was anxiety and not the world trying to attack me.... I felt better every day. Still had bouts with fatigue and brain fog, but I didn't have any heart palpitations (who knows if this was anxiety). I started to sleep a lot better for some weird reason also.
The third week to the present I began to workout again. I felt SO TIRED afterward.... Like if I hadn't slept for 24 hours tired. Can't get out of bed anymore, used to wake up at 6AM and now be lucky if I wake up at 830AM. Atleast Im sleeping through the night and not waking up at all anymore.... Before I would wake up 6-10 times a night that I knew of....
Three days ago, I had a pretty cool breakthrough. I said screw it and I tried 2 squirts (each squirt is 30mg) under each armpit (so total 4 squirts 120mg) instead of the regular prescribed dosage of 1 squirt under each armpit.
FELT AMAZING LIKE A GOD!
I had energy throughout the day. I felt tired under the energy but I could get up and actually DO MY JOB while at work, and I was pleasant to be around. I got off of work and for the first time since I can remember I felt like I was 15 years old. I felt like if I wanted to I could go to the gym and workout at night instead of just wanting to go to bed at 7pm. I was talkative, and when I was asked a complicated question, I had the patience and calm energy to think through the details and answer it WITH JOY! I also was able to go into detailed off topic analogies without forgetting what the heck I was trying to tie it back to and what point I was trying to make to begin with.
What a beautiful day that was.
I shouldn't have probably done that, but Im glad I did. For the first time in 5 years I felt like I found the answer..... I will discuss that with the Endo when I go back.
The first day I started working out, 1 day before I took the bigger dose of Axiron, I got this really bad headache after working out. I never get headaches. The next day during workout I got it again. This headache has been lingering around for 4 days already. I really don't know what the heck is causing it, but it kinda scares me..... What could this be??
I have a really good diet and drink plenty of water.
I made another appointment with the only other ENDO in town 1 week after my next appointment with my current DOC so I will discuss all of this with both of them and keep y'all posted.
Axiron is easy to use. No complaints.
I feel about 25% better under the prescribed dosage and 75% better under the double dosage I took that one day. I don't wanna get into taking more on my own because Im scared of what it may do to my E2 and what not...
I can literally get wood on demand..... My wife use to complain of lack of sex and now she cant keep up. Seriously crazy wood.... wonderful.
I really need to know WTF is up with these headaches though........ Tiny headache all day long, barely noticeable... But when I work out I get these crazy throbbing headaches like Im not breathing correctly during workouts but I am. Ive been working out like this for the past year, never had a headache.