I recently got arrested by 15 police officers that sieged my home and pointed guns at me. After the whole 20 hour incident, jail and the sacking of my home, released with an "ops" and no apology, I was so terribly stressed out by the government attack that I injected myself with my prescribed 120mg of depo-testosterone and then 2 days later I was freaking out so much that I decided to do 100mg of delatestryl because testosterone helps me deal with stress. The next day, I woke up and I could swear I felt as excited as I was when I was a child. I think that at a high dose, you regain your childhood youth and feel like your old self. Remember the time in your life when you felt the most alive? For me it was playing Duke Nukem 3D, Z steel soldiers, seeing naked women and Nintendo 64: Golden eye (when I was 8 years old). I felt like THAT!