This shit is no game, being on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) comes with a lot of pros and cons. I've been on testosterone replacement therapy (TRT) blast and cruise for two years now. I still havn't gotten my e2 where I want it. Keep playing with doses, it drops too low your libido drops, joints ache, ED, etc. Goes too high you have bloat, more acne, I get emotional like a little bitch. Your balls shrink, for me I have gotten acne all over my body and am now on accutane for that. You have to give blood frequently to bring down iron count (can't on accutane). You have to get bloodwork frequently to check lipids, hormone levels, cbc, etc. My blood pressure went up so now I take a bunch of natural supplements for my BP and cholesterol to help keep them in range. Despite all of this I still do not regret it because I have gained a lot of muscle mass and strength, depression has gotten better, I am more confident in myself, when e2 is in range my sex drive is way better, and I don't have to worry about having low T and not getting the results I could if I was on T.