i wish i did this sooner. since i started this , is like every single day of my life is better than the day before. my happyness IS strongly tied to how good i look tough ,and has always been, even many years before starting use or even lifting at all.
so beeing basically a little better with my body, each and every day thanks to gear, i can say i'm everyday a little happyer than the day before. i don't think i will ever stop doing this stuff, till i live.