oliverduke... you really do have an immature and blasé attitude when it comes to gear.
WTF were you thinking messing around with your TRT dosages and then just liberally rubbing hormonal creams on yourself...
You've created this mess and now you're asking people to help you.
PLEASE LEARN!
If you're mixing up your forms of testosterone (topics and injections) - how the fuck are you monitoring estradiol adequately?
This is not shit to be just fucking around with - it's people like you that give TRT and AAS a bad name - because you're willing to pin anything and rub anything on yourself just for the fuck of it.
To get yourself out of this shit - you need to postpone this appointment for a month - wait until your T levels lower to where they should be - and then see your doc.
But moving forward - seriously man, research what you're doing, don't fuck about, and have a plan.
BigBen