Libido wasn't too good, hard to dial in e2 levels, fear of infertility even with hcg, low ejaculate volume even with hcg, and just hassle of having to scheduling pins, travel inconvenience, etc. plus I was convinced if I can get my body to produce test into the 600-700s via some other method perhaps I would feel just as good if not better than when on trt.
Plus my levels before trt were in the low 400s. My free test was low, however, which is why I wasn't feeling too great.