Good point about self control, the whole thng of beatinga girl, it was an exageration of how i felt. Usually i'm friendly, kind and so forth, work with peope all the time. I couldn'yt harm a girl, the thought is tooomuch. But thanks for the advice and I think Stone cold has the right idea. I guess there is no such thing as roid rage just mood swings if your prone to it prior starting the juice. I think the main thing i feel is less PATIENCE. Maybe its the environment here. Thanks for all the advice. The blood thing, well thats a fetish of mine, I'll tell someone if they really want to know...just PM me!
Oh yeah and she does't mind some bondage and whipping with sex toys: (look Below)