Brothers, this might be long but please bear with me. First off I am 5'8" and 200 pounds @ 9% bf. I am 19 years old and I know alot of guys that are 19 shouldn't even be thinking about steroids and most of the 19 year old that train are complete idiots and don't need to be here or in the gym, but hear me out. I have been training since I was 15 years out and got serious when I was 16. I went from a 150lb guy to a 230lb guy in just 6 months of training. Then from that time on I dieted down to a shredded 160 and worked with a nutritionist for a lean diet being since I have no problem with the scale game. I used to train 4 hours a day everyday when I first started and later learned proper training and dieting from the nutritionist I mentioned. I have been dieting for 2 years and I can't tell you how sick I am of eating out of tupperware. I don't have cheat meals and I would cheat on my girlfriend before I ever skipped a workout or cheated myself in the gym.
But guys I feel I just ain't going nowhere anymore. I know I am only 19 and should give it time but you guys know this sport will drive a person crazy. I got crazy gains in the beginning because of how dedicated I was to my training, eating, recovery,etc. I actually used to think that all those pros were natural and thats why I think I progressed so fast. But when I found out that they were all on gear it was a kick in the nuts. For the past 2 years I have been educating myself on this websites forums and profiles along with many other cites forums. I have tried all the 4ads, the 1ads, the animal staks and the methyl 1-d and sll sorts of other crap Im sure I just wasted money on. Am I going crazy or what? Brothers, please shed some light on me.