I TAKE a day off my diet and live life like a normal person, just eating and snacking whatever and I feel awesome. Happy to be around, love going out, feel great in general. Then today I eat my first meal and start feeling shit. I don't know how much longer I can go on doing this. Im then not happy to be around, I cause arguments, become difficult and irritant and lerthagic and tired. Ive tried changing meals/foods around etc. Unless I just live life normally and not worry about eating etc life sucks.
im thinking im big enough as it is, 108kg is failry large. Im thinking of giving up, not sure how much longer I can do this.
Im not risking losing my GF over this. She already thinks shes not priority when ive told her she is. How much longer can I do this for im not sure!.
Don't wanna quit, ive got anywhere between 8-12 weeks left of cycle as im currently in week 4. Probably only run it 12 weeks so 8 weeks or so left Unless I decide to extend to 16 weeks due to the deca.
I DONT wana give up but its fucking painful, im one of the biggest dudes at my gym and I get stares a lot, im really wondering is it worth it anymore. I know in my head I don't wanna give up, but I feel so much better just living normally, getting up eating whatever, then snacking, going out. having lunch then dinner etc. Not worrying about getting 5k cals in and feeling like utter shit!.
im thinking im big enough as it is, 108kg is failry large. Im thinking of giving up, not sure how much longer I can do this.
Im not risking losing my GF over this. She already thinks shes not priority when ive told her she is. How much longer can I do this for im not sure!.
Don't wanna quit, ive got anywhere between 8-12 weeks left of cycle as im currently in week 4. Probably only run it 12 weeks so 8 weeks or so left Unless I decide to extend to 16 weeks due to the deca.
I DONT wana give up but its fucking painful, im one of the biggest dudes at my gym and I get stares a lot, im really wondering is it worth it anymore. I know in my head I don't wanna give up, but I feel so much better just living normally, getting up eating whatever, then snacking, going out. having lunch then dinner etc. Not worrying about getting 5k cals in and feeling like utter shit!.