WellBeyondRage
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Ive been in the gym constantly for the past 5 years. I recently ran my first two cycles. first was just test and I felt amazing. Went from 215 to 245. Diet was great, and it was like I hulked out. Normal pct after with no issues. 2nd cycle was test and dbol. The gear was weak but I finished it out and did pct again. Since then I've lost my motivation to run another cycle. Getting connected with a new source is a pain in the ass as everyone has known at one time or another. I've also noticed that my motivation that has always been there is slipping. Diet is still good, but I don't get a hard on for the gym like I used to. Anyone experience that before and how do you break yourself of either being a butthurt pussball or just an unmotivated turd that used to get a bone cone from looking at weights? I miss that feeling of wanting to just molest the shit out of the weights...