Yes, do some more reading. Roid rage does not exist, if you have a bad temper then that is your own doing, steroids don't control your actions. Most people do not get bloated when taking a convervative amount of testosterone, and if you do it's easily combated with supps. (such as Adex) and "bitch tits" are easily combated with Nolvadex or Adex or Aromasin.
Test is the safest steroid to use, except maybe var - which is probably not going to much for you as far as gains go.
Honestly, if you do your research you will realize that test isn't as bad as itsounds.I's a lot better than winnie as far as how "bad" it is for you.