I think subs were the hardest opiate I ever kicked. I even tapered down. It has such a long half life the withdrawals seemed to last a month or so. After that I was clean a year. Then relapsed on Oxys and started doing about 100 mg a day of opana. Kicking opana is a mother fucker. You'll want to kill yourself but at least the worst is over in 3 days. Sub withdrawals last Forever. Kick your habit don't get on suboxone. Google the Thomas recipe. It's a home opiate detox method with stuff you can buy at the store. Imodium is your best friend during detox pop them like candy
I've done Subs before but it got to the point where the smell alone would make me vomit. They taste so incredibly foul I'm surprised anyone can take them regularly. Opana is literally one of the most intense things I've ever done before. Have friends hooked on them now (80-140mg/day) and its just sad and pathetic watching them whither away in that shit. Glad I stopped them when I did. Pills are a slippery slope since when they start becoming unaffordable it usually leads to the start o heroin since its much cheaper. Anyway congrats on coming clean and hopefully you stay clean this time Hester. I've been through this with myself and many others so if you her need someone who has experience and can relate feel free to pm me. Good luck brother.