hello guys I am experiencing something really terrible, any input?

Don't look it as flaming, look at it as advice from people much older than you with much more knowledge than you have on AAS. We are all here for the same thing, but this isn't a marathon. Treat your body with respect. I'm only 19 and on TRT myself, but that doesn't give me the excuse to run whatever I want whenever I want, I still have to eat properly, train properly and rest properly or I won't grow and whilst yeah of course I will blast it doesn't mean I will blast till I'm content and run whatever the fuck I can get my hands on. Being 19 on TRT isn't something you want to be on if you can avoid it. If I could choose not to be on it, I would choose not too but I don't have much choice between being on TRT or living an unhealthy, shit quality of life. Do I really want to inject myself 2x a week and require quarterly blood tests for the rest of my life? Probably not in the future. Do I have a choice? No not really. But it doesn't bother me, I'm the optimistic type but this is me, I also have plans for competing so I see it as an inevitability down the track sooner or later but that was not a deciding factor in mine and my doctors choice of going on TRT, it just happens to be coincidence. You have a choice though, and right now you are setting yourself up for TRT for life.

You sir, need to mature up and listen to what you are being told. We aren't trying to flame you, we are trying to help you, but if you can't see that well then theres not much we can do to help you if you can't help yourself.
 
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Yea, I completely respect and admire your response. You help me notice things in a positive manner, and what you have done there, helped me realize important things about my health. However, I yet do not have a source to get HGH from, and I feel very unsafe finding one or trusting private sources, because HGH is the most faked substance in bodybuilding. I would rather wait a bit, and hopefully one day I get to find something good.

I used to think this as well but i'm now swaying towards rationalism. This thread makes me sad
 
I fucking knew it,I knew it,I knew it. You, my friend......You are so fucked. If you even make it through this cycle without going, in your very near future, the hospital is going to become a very regularly visited establishment. Good luck and I'm truly saddened you didn't listen to a single word I told you because what is waiting for you...I would not wish on my worst of enemies. I'm so sorry, but you are going to regret this for the rest of your life
 
I can understand wanting to run gear and stuff man but I have to say to the OP that your going to hurt your self with the amount your running. And your way to young to be using steroids at the moment. You really should stop tell your older and think about your health.
 
OP your not superman. You can ask any pro BB and not one of them started with the ammounts you are starting with period. Just because your doing extraordinary ammounts of gear it will not equate to a good physic. Muscle takes years to develope and develope correctly. Do you know that muscle maturity for men does not hapoen u till their late 30s early 40s. Look at all the Mr. Os. The average age for a Mr. O winner is about 35+. Why is that because to win it you have to pack on massive ammounts of muscle that no matter what you do in your teens and 20s you cant do period. I have a couple of good friends. One is 26 walks around 260-270 off season, hits the stage at an immaculate 220+ and he is still chasing his pro card. Another great friend used to walk around same weight competed light heavy took two yeas off and also still chasing his pro card he is 39 and this year he is trying to get it at heavy weight.

Also the ramificatins to your body are one thing, your brain also is not done growing u til age 25 and you will do undou tedbly damage to that too with the ammount of gear your using at your age. I dont know if your trolling or not but its guys like you who end up fucked up and keep driving and giving aas a bad name. Dont be that guy.

Good luck to you
 
I apologize for this rant ahead of time to the rest of the board members

I live with my parents... lol, I dont have money for rent when im paying 4000$ on gear

The above quote REALLY pisses me off. How about you re-attach your balls, and TAKE CARE OF YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES before you spend $4000 on gear. As an adult your basic responsibilities are to put a roof over your head, feed, and clothe yourself, and pay for other necessities such as a car, car insurance, cell phone, etc. That's right; you actually don't get to just have fun with all of your money. Time to grow up junior and pay your own way. The mentality of people these days infuriates me, and you are a perfect example of it. You want the government, or Mommy and Daddy to take care of all that stuff that isn't fun to spend money on, and then use the money you earn for whatever else it is you really want.

My gf works for state benefits office, and actually had a $20 year old find out with the money he was making he no longer qualified for assistance. He then asked, so if I lower my income to this much then I'll be able to get assistance again right? My gf then asked him, you're telling me you'd rather quite your job, or somehow lower your income just so you can qualify to get assistance? He said, well yea, I mean I make just barely enough to pay for rent, food, etc. If I'm paying it all for myself that means I'm just working to buy food and pay rent. She looked at him, and said yep...that's what I do every day, and so do millions of other people. Have a nice day.

Buy gear, or whatever other LUXURIES you want to purchase, AFTER you can afford to take care of your responsibilities and have the needed money left over.
 
Still dealing with this virus sucks ass man, hsrd to eat when u feel like complete shit
Got some antibiotics today, so hopefuly itll kick in soon

Who would prescribe you antibiotics when you have a virus. Antibiotics are for bacterial infections. Aids is caused by a virus antibiotics dont work on virus.
 
Who would prescribe you antibiotics when you have a virus. Antibiotics are for bacterial infections. Aids is caused by a virus antibiotics dont work on virus.

It's cuz Matthew has diarrhea of the mouth. He don't know what he's talking about and gets caught up in it all the time.
 
Yea, they are noticing things, like few days ago, my sister complained about me getting to huge, which is a good thing lol, apart of that, i have locked up everything including my fridge

And if i did go to the hospital, they would have probably said im fine, and that would give them a blood a test i wouldnt have wanted them to take when on cycle

Mr Ectomorph-

There are some inconsistencies throughout your posts....

On post #9, you mentioned that you were hesitant to go to the doc bc you didn't "want your family asking questions"

On post #23, you mentioned that you live with your parents bc you don't have money for rent as all of it goes towards gear

On post #43, you mentioned that your parents fund your gear......

If you live at home with your parents who are funding your gear, why would there be a need to lock it up and hide it from them? Why would it be necessary to hide any side effects so no questions are asked? My head is spinning from the back and forth/inconsistencies....
 
OP go do a consultation with Bostin Loyd. He's an expert in running retardedly high amounts of gear at a young age. He can probably help you out. For better or worse.
 
Mr Ectomorph-

There are some inconsistencies throughout your posts....

... On post #43, you mentioned that your parents fund your gear......

If you live at home with your parents who are funding your gear, why would there be a need to lock it up and hide it from them? Why would it be necessary to hide any side effects so no questions are asked? My head is spinning from the back and forth/inconsistencies....

His parents fund his gear but they don't know it.
 
OP go do a consultation with Bostin Loyd. He's an expert in running retardedly high amounts of gear at a young age. He can probably help you out. For better or worse.

Yea, the guy's health is top of the line now. And he achieved a physic in less than a year that got most of our jaws dropped on the ground. So if I were you, I wouldn't offend the dedicated. And yes... my parents fund my gear, they know it, and they support me. However, I do lock my gear to keep it away from dirty hands and scum bags that walk in my room to play with my sht. I didn't buy my gear from Dollarama. And yes, I do not have money for rent, I'm still an 18 years old student... i like to live with my family, and my private life is none of your concern. My thread was clear. I got a my blood tested and guess what, everything was perfectly in range, except for my high rbc count, and I fixed the issue by donating blood.

And guess what mate! Bostin Loyd is actually my coach, what an irony over here, and I am proud to say it, because this guy will guide me in the correct direction. If anybody here says they are any better than Loyd, jump off a cliff. Because the day that you will acheive a physic similar to his, I would literally bow to you.
 
If bostin loyd is your coach, why are you here asking for advice? You are a troll. This thread should be shut down.

EXACTLY!

If your parents knew u were on gear, why are u scared of them finding out about bloodwork?

You are a troll! BUSTED!
 
I have my reasons to come here, my coach has other people to answer to. I'm not going to cry to him for help. I just ask him questions concerning progress/drugs/Diet/progress/etc. Anyways it's useless to keep arguing with you guys.
 
Your damn right I wouldn't take advice from u!

Notice how its the same old fucks posting shit on here, shut your fuckin mouth, like u guys are made for juice and noone else is, gets rather annoying, jack3d, tbone, bamzi, trinnijuice, u guys are sll fucks, and would enjoy slidding my cock down your throat
 
notice how its the same old fucks posting shit on here, shut your fuckin mouth, like u guys are made for juice and noone else is, gets rather annoying, jack3d, tbone, bamzi, trinnijuice, u guys are sll fucks, and would enjoy slidding my cock down your throat

omg lol your the best lmaoooo propsss
 
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