I apologize for this rant ahead of time to the rest of the board members
I live with my parents... lol, I dont have money for rent when im paying 4000$ on gear
The above quote REALLY pisses me off. How about you re-attach your balls, and TAKE CARE OF YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES before you spend $4000 on gear. As an adult your basic responsibilities are to put a roof over your head, feed, and clothe yourself, and pay for other necessities such as a car, car insurance, cell phone, etc. That's right; you actually don't get to just have fun with all of your money. Time to grow up junior and pay your own way. The mentality of people these days infuriates me, and you are a perfect example of it. You want the government, or Mommy and Daddy to take care of all that stuff that isn't fun to spend money on, and then use the money you earn for whatever else it is you really want.
My gf works for state benefits office, and actually had a $20 year old find out with the money he was making he no longer qualified for assistance. He then asked, so if I lower my income to this much then I'll be able to get assistance again right? My gf then asked him, you're telling me you'd rather quite your job, or somehow lower your income just so you can qualify to get assistance? He said, well yea, I mean I make just barely enough to pay for rent, food, etc. If I'm paying it all for myself that means I'm just working to buy food and pay rent. She looked at him, and said yep...that's what I do every day, and so do millions of other people. Have a nice day.
Buy gear, or whatever other LUXURIES you want to purchase, AFTER you can afford to take care of your responsibilities and have the needed money left over.