Wow, nice contribution Super-
Alright, first sorry for the scars and burns that you suffered through..thats horrible. Good idea with the tats thought. Now to business! For us to be able to tell you exactly what direction to go WE need to know exactly what your goals are. Now, not to be a DICK but I think you need a reality check bro..this is why.
You said that "I want to bulk up to an impressionable physique" but DO NOT want to do "more than 3 cycles". Before you getting started in this "gear" game I want you to make sure that you have realistic expectations about what kind of progress you can make. 3 cycels IS NOT going to make you big in the eyes of others according to your stats...I said in the eyes of others. If 170-180 is big in your eyes that doble and you can expect that from 3 cycles.
Think of it this way bro YOU ONLY ACTUALLY GAIN 1-3 LBS OF ACTUAL MUSCLE PER YEAR WHILE ON ROIDS. Surprising huh. Now, you always hear about people gaining 10-20lbs while on cycle right..well thats true. but people always tell you the good news and not the bad. BAD is that you lose almost all that weight due to water retention and post cycle therapy (pct) protocol. post cycle therapy (pct) is the hardest part of the game (meaning keeping the gains).
My advice for you is be sure that gear is the right way for you to go. To most gear is for a long long time..if not for life in most cases in some way shape or form. By you saying just three cycles and quit..makes me think you'd be better off going naturally and killing it with Supps and diet.
I spit out a lot of info so if you want to go further in depth about ANYTHING just PM me.
Hope this helps a little