Hi! Creeping to long, introduction of Bluee

Bluee

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Like the title says, been creepying way to long and finally took the right steps and got with a medical professional and now expecting the shipment of "gear."

So I know how everyone loves length background stories... so here goes.

Growing up I came from a martial art background family. I can literally say my dad was a ninja and my mom was into Karata.. My dad's favorite punishments for low grades and just lack of discipline was balancing drills and push ups...
It played a vital role in growing up and the sense of loyalty and duty took over and joined the Army has a infantryman (yes poor test taking skills paid off yet again)
10 years in and many life changing experiences later that I don't feel like talking about.
Got in a good physical job, outdoors, climbing, etc... Then the past 3 years I started gaining weight like I was a sponge, the constant presence of pain (joints, skin, slow recovery times) sparring 5 days in a week became a struggle. I took this has a sign of getting older and I lived a hard life in the military.
For awhile I was thinking about going steroids the illegal and shadowy way until I found this forum about a year ago... I read how people with "Real" medical issues have flourished and gotten better on TRT and HGH Therapy, and clicked on on of the sponsors that kept up popping up on my screen.. I'm glad I did, I found out that this slow down was the tip of the iceberg and there was a bigger problem has a whole is the issue...
Thank you for posting and sharing your experience and stories.. Hopefully by the weekend I'll be looking for a big box and instructions
 
Welcome to the Forum.

Hope you start to feel better, once you start your TRT ~ I'm presuming........................... JP
 
Hope you get better and stay well brother. Let me know if we can be of assistance.
 
Thank you everyone.
I hope to feel better soon, but at the moment it has been at least a week of "I told you so" and "You should listen to my mom." My diet has drastically changed to some sort of Chanko Nabe soup(veg, fish, spices, lots of mushrooms, garlic, ginger...etc) No beef :( its like I'm being forced back to ancient Japan by my own family (and extended family) ... sigh... This to shall pass, but I guess it is beneficial to them, that it gives them something to do....
 
So it actually took longer then normal to get the results of the

TESTOSTERONE,FR(DIALYSIS) SLI
AND TOTAL(LC/MS/MS)
TESTOSTERONE, TOTAL,
LC/MS/MS 301 250-1100 ng/dL
FREE TESTOSTERONE 78.4 35.0-155.0 pg/mL

So this is my Baseline
 
And I got my big box.. The instructions are pretty vague. By vague there isn't much on what the time frame on when it should be taken, before workout, after, etc..

Sermorelin/GHRP 9mg/9mg .1ml twice a day
Chorionc Gonadotropin .25ml twice a week
Anastrozole .5mg twice a week
Testosterone CYP 200mg 1ml per a week

I have been googling and search on the forum, lots of good info.. any opinions and thoughts and ideas is much appreciated .
Thank you
 
it's day three.. It was a rough start Monday, needle injections is not my version of excitment.. had to dig in deep for inner peace and patients with the syringe of grapeseed.. sore butt check.. Yesterday I had a psychological boost? I was motivated to go in the garage and pull of the tarp covering my kettlebells.. after testing one after another, I realized I lost so much time I had to go to my daughter's kettlebells 12kg.. It didn't phase me because I know my family isn't judging me.. been going through my old routine with a severely "light" kettlebells, sore.. very sore but happy..
This morning I woke up feeling good, but still sore.. I woke up with a erection, I haven't had one in who knows how long.. It was like a steel baynot, I tried to bend it, and it was steel.. like I was 18 again.. I was just laying there and starting kissing my wife.. she woke up and said I should be getting ready for work.. I grabbed her hand to my erection and she was shocked.. and it lead to the longest sex I ever had, it just kept shooting in her over and over and I wasn't feeling tired.. I felt thrilled and energetic.. she said "You working on trying to make another child?" I said If it happens I think I'll be ready. I am sitting in my jeep still wide awake and alive, I can feel a better future. I am not sure if this is just a physiological boost or if something physically is happening..
 
Round 2 with the wife and I still don't feel tired.. right after work.... Wow... maybe this stuff is working. I did a pre-weigh in before hitting the kettlebells... -5lbs in a 3 days, must be water weight. Time to get to those kettlebells before the house gets busy..
 
it's day three.. It was a rough start Monday, needle injections is not my version of excitment.. had to dig in deep for inner peace and patients with the syringe of grapeseed.. sore butt check.. Yesterday I had a psychological boost? I was motivated to go in the garage and pull of the tarp covering my kettlebells.. after testing one after another, I realized I lost so much time I had to go to my daughter's kettlebells 12kg.. It didn't phase me because I know my family isn't judging me.. been going through my old routine with a severely "light" kettlebells, sore.. very sore but happy..
This morning I woke up feeling good, but still sore.. I woke up with a erection, I haven't had one in who knows how long.. It was like a steel baynot, I tried to bend it, and it was steel.. like I was 18 again.. I was just laying there and starting kissing my wife.. she woke up and said I should be getting ready for work.. I grabbed her hand to my erection and she was shocked.. and it lead to the longest sex I ever had, it just kept shooting in her over and over and I wasn't feeling tired.. I felt thrilled and energetic.. she said "You working on trying to make another child?" I said If it happens I think I'll be ready. I am sitting in my jeep still wide awake and alive, I can feel a better future. I am not sure if this is just a physiological boost or if something physically is happening..

lol good read, and thanks for the update, putting a smile on the wife at sunrise and feeling good!
 
Milton, Its not like Morphine loopy... or booze horny... I just feel happy.. still sore has hell but knocked out full sets with the kettlebell and its only the first week (half week) ... I was really hoping the soreness be gone the next day and my fat pad just vanished... hahahahha .. . No seriously when does the soreness just stops? I'm not really doing this to bulk up, but it the opportunity to not be overweight was thrusted at me and I'm not wasting it.. I wasn't a bulked up in the military nor when I met my wife, so longing to look like the Hulk isn't on my bucket list.
 
Maybe I hit the kettlebells with to much vigor, I am taking a day of rest.. Since the weather has turned to heavy downfall I will have a day off from work also. My wife is starting to feel the wear, my oldest daughter was banging on our door saying we are to loud and she is going to her friends.
Will be talking to my General Doctor and go through the physicals because of old injuries and the main problem.
 
Maybe I hit the kettlebells with to much vigor, I am taking a day of rest.. Since the weather has turned to heavy downfall I will have a day off from work also. My wife is starting to feel the wear, my oldest daughter was banging on our door saying we are to loud and she is going to her friends.
Will be talking to my General Doctor and go through the physicals because of old injuries and the main problem.

Hope your gp gives you good service and feedback. sounds like your getting excelent cardio sessions in as well with the wife, keep it up man.
 
Yes, he is thrilled but mentioned he can't add that on record since its treatment outside of the network. Also he can't use the blood tests because they are outside of the network, but he ordered up "In Network" test and once he gets the results he will start further treatment. But he was pretty excited that I have taken my health serious enough to seek a specialist outside of network. He recommends to up my protein (veg protein) and take advantage of rest days (at least 3 days back to back) and to be aware of my shoulders do to past damage to rotor cuff and the other has tinnitus (he is uncertain if there is research that surrgests anything positive with TRT/HGH for tinnitus). He says my blood pressure is excellent and says to continue with kettelbells
 
Yes, he is thrilled but mentioned he can't add that on record since its treatment outside of the network. Also he can't use the blood tests because they are outside of the network, but he ordered up "In Network" test and once he gets the results he will start further treatment. But he was pretty excited that I have taken my health serious enough to seek a specialist outside of network. He recommends to up my protein (veg protein) and take advantage of rest days (at least 3 days back to back) and to be aware of my shoulders do to past damage to rotor cuff and the other has tinnitus (he is uncertain if there is research that surrgests anything positive with TRT/HGH for tinnitus). He says my blood pressure is excellent and says to continue with kettelbells

correction.. tendinitis of right rotator cuff .. the pain makes it harder to do most lifts for upper body strength.. hopefully after a couple of rest days
 
I am noticing sleep problems? I wake up 4hrs before wake up, I think my wife likes the extra attention, but sleeping problems do worry me.
This morning my wife did a odd thing, she placed her hand on my belly and try to shake it "Your buddha belly doesn't shake and feels harder." I've been wondering about that since yesterday.. I did a weigh in and seems to still be within 196lb to 200lb range.. so it's still must be water and the fat is dehydrated? I am still drinking plenty of water.. no noticable magic fat usage for energy yet, nothing physically noticeable.. ending of week one
 
Did sub q for the weekly testosterone last night on my fat pad... it wasn't bad, feels sort of sore, but way better then an ass cheek. Still was slow has a snail on the inject, but I can manage this
 
So half way thru week 2, really nothing new.. Still lifting my kettlebells, and yes having a few rest days has helped.. no super human strength yet... Wife is still happy, but she has now said she is on top, no discussion... maybe I have been sort of rough with her, but she is happy.
Been watching lots of youtubes and reading... so it seems like the "magic time" is week 3 or 4 .,,
 
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