bigmistake
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Hey guys I am 21 years old chemistry student. I am going to medical school soon and I really really want to cycle before I go off to med school which is in 1 year. I cant stop thinkinking bout roids. I bought it(for 500 dollars, someone sold me lab grade he have prescription for test but didnt take it) have have it in my closet. I pinned once 4 weeks ago and had to force my self to stop after factoring out the negatives. I always read/watch gear realated shit online. I cant get my mind of it. I know I shouldnt do it cuz my diet and sleep is not on point but I am giving my self excuse to start. Like if i start I will have a clean diet. I have been tringn for 2 year, but not so seriously. and i still consider my self to be novice. since my body weight is 160 with around 15percent bf. my lifts are bp-225 squat 300 deadlift 325. Should I throw that shit away or train hard and eat hard for next 6 months and try again? what would u do if u were in my situation.